hadnât been a virgin?â
There was silence. âNo.â His reply was subdued. âI heard about this heiress who lived at the end of the world who was beautiful and innocent and I hopedââ
âThatâs why you came down to New Zealand instead of sending a minion? Not to see my father to broker some business deal?â Pandora could hear her voice rising again and she forced herself to speak calmly. âTo look me over?â
Another hesitation. âI came to meet you, to get to know you.â
âOh, God!â
âBut I would never have taken it to the next level, asked you to marry me, if I hadnât been sureââ
âI canât believe this!â Pandora threw her hands into the air. âItâs the twenty-first century. Most people marry because they want to get married. For love, to have childrenâfor a whole host of reasons. And I manage to find the one guy on earth whoâs not after love. Heâs searching for a virgin bride because thatâs what his forebears did. You know what? Itâs downright archaic!â
âStop.â Zac held up a hand and straightened beside her.
Stop? She hadnât even begun. She opened her mouth to protest his high-handedness. âIââ
âStop right there,â he cut across her. âLetâs talk about why you think I donât love you.â
âOh, come on, Zac.â She pushed up off the sofa and took a couple of steps away. âThereâs no need to pretend anymore.â
âIsnât there?â he asked enigmatically, watching her through half-closed eyes, his legs stretched out in front of him.
âNo.â She threw him an assessing look from under her eyelashes. Straight talk? It was now or never. Heâd have no choice but to let her go. She drew a deep breath. âAnyway, it would appear that youâve been under a misconception.â
His gaze sharpened to a bright, brilliant green. âA misconception?â
âI was not a virgin on our wedding night.â Raising her chin a notch, she met his gaze and held her breath.
He went white. The shock reflected in his eyes made Pandoraâs stomach clench. Any hope sheâd had that heâd dismiss her lack of virginity with a wave of his hand disappeared.
No, Zac would never have married her if heâd known she wasnât a virgin. That much was clear from the accusing glitter in his eyes.
He uncoiled and rose in a smooth, swift movement. The anger in his gaze devastated her. Suddenly Pandora felt tired and old and thoroughly disillusioned. âSo now you see why thereâs no point talkingâ¦or keeping me on this island.â
Zacâs jaw moved, but no words emerged from between his lips. And his face reverted to hard and blank. In his silence she had her answer.
âIâm right, then.â Her shoulders hunched and she drew a protective shield around the hurt inside her heart. âYou donât love meâyou never did. You simply pretended that you did. You lied to me, Zac.â
âThis is where I get to tell you that youâre not the only one who feels cheated.â His mouth twisted. âYou havenât been wholly truthful, either.â
âWhere did I lie to you?â Pandora demanded.
âYou had me believe youâd led a sheltered lifeââ
âI have! I spent half my life in St. Catherineâsââ
He rode over her. âAnd now you reveal you are not a virgin.â
âOh, for goodnessâ sake.â Pandora rolled her eyes to the ceiling. âHow many virgins have you known, Zac?â
His gaze slid away from her, toward the darkening sky outside the vast sheets of glass. âThat is not a question Iâm prepared to answer.â A dark flush lay along his cheekbones.
âIâll tell you how manyânone.â
His head came around. âHow didââ He paused, then