shrugged.
âItâs obvious.â Pandora threw her arms wide. âThatâs what this is all about, isnât it? Thatâs why youâre in this fix. Because there arenât any suitable virgins out there. Not unless you want to marry a fifteen-year-old and look like an utter pervert because you married a schoolgirl less than half your age. Thatâs why you picked me. For some reason, you thought I was the perfect candidate.â
The flush of colour drained from his skin and the pale flesh stretched tautly across his cheeks like alabaster. He stood unmoving, like the marble statue at the Acropolis Museum sheâd thought heâd resembled, staring at her with those disturbingly empty eyes.
She held up an index finger and noticed absently that it trembled. âOne lover. Thatâs all Iâve had before last night. One lover.â
And it had been a stupid mistake.
Sheâd been innocent, a silly little fool. But how could she explain that to Zac? He would never understand. Sheâd been so young and so darn gullible. Seventeenânearly eighteenâand madly in love for the first time in her life. Pandora felt a stir of guilt. She hadnât given a thought to what her crazy infatuation might one day cost her.
It was going to cost her Zac. What was the point of skirting around the issue? That was what was at stake here. Zac had expected to marry a virgin. And she bitterly resented that he couldnât see past her lack of virginity to the woman who loved him with her whole flawed heart.
So when he took a step toward her, she backed to the door. In case her resolve melted and she dissolved into his arms, yearning for his love.
Her hands warding him off, she warned, âStay away from me. Youâre not touching me tonight. I donât want to be in the same room as you.â
And then she spun away from Zac and hurried out of the room.
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The gurgle of the last of the single-malt scotch running into his glass led Zac to the realisation that heâd drunk the whole bottle heâd unsealed several hours earlier. Lurching to his feet, he stumbled to the deck, where he hurled the contents of the glass far into the night, revolted by his excess.
His wife was driving him to drink.
But tonight there was no need for Dutch courage. Pandora would not be waiting for him in his bedroom. Hell, he didnât want to remember the look on Pandoraâs face when sheâd rounded on him, making it more than clear he wasnât to go near her tonight. So heâd arranged for Maria to prepare her a smaller bedroom down the other side of the corridor.
But not even his wifeâs biting anger could stop him growing hard and hungry at the memory of their wedding night. Last night his beautiful bride had wanted, revelled in the passion heâd shown her.
Yet now she hated him. While he craved her.
He sank down onto the couch and shook his head to clear it of the alcoholic fog that hung over him.
His wife. Heâd been so desperate to get his hands on Pandora in the lead-up to the wedding day, but heâd waited. Restrained himself because heâd wanted it to be perfect for his bride.
The wedding had been perfect. And his wedding night had been even more perfect. He dropped his hands into his head. Pandora had been so responsive to his touch but so obviously lacking experience. So tight when heâd penetrated her. Thereâd been no reason to doubt that she was a virgin. Hell, he hadnât expected an intact hymen, not with the active, sporty lifestyle a modern girl led.
But heâd been floored by her announcement that he wasnât her first lover. The whole dream had blown up in his face, scattering pieces of chaos everywhere. Zac gave a groan. And he didnât know how to put his orderly world back together again. No wave of a magic wand would turn Pandora back into a virgin.
There had never been a divorce in his family in a thousand years. Not