waiting to see what will happen next, the rumbling of tires on gravel bursts into the clearing. Flora parks behind the cruisers, and there, beside her on the front seat, fit as a fiddle, sits Lizzy.
âHi, Daddy,â she says, her braces owning the smile like bullfrogs own a pond. In thinking about her the past few hoursâmy Lizzy, who, for all I knew, had already been whacked by whoever did Zander PhippinâIâd forgotten the braces. The oversight feels tragic. I turn away from her to get everything straightened out in my head.
âWhatâs the matter, Daddy?â
âNothing,â I answer, my voice sounding like it comes through a cylinder. My cell phone is ringing, but I ignore it.
âOh God,â Flora shrieks. She has spotted Lloyd peering out the back window of the state cruiser like a common criminal. Heâs urgently trying to get out, but the door doesnât open from the inside. Flora runs and opens it for him, then spins and catches me in a look of unmitigated contempt. âWhat did you do?â she hisses.
I start a babbling explanation, but Iâm immediately drowned out by Lizzy, who shrieks, too, but hers is just a wordless scream, as sheruns to the kid in handcuffs and attaches herself to one of his arms and cups his cheek in her palm.
âSeamus, oh my God!â Lizzy spins and looks like her mom, giving me the same betrayed expression. âDaddy, what have you done ?â
âNot me,â I protest.
Flora helps Lloyd out of the police car.
Lizzy lays her head on the Sammel kidâs shoulder. Stubby snaps into action: âStay away from the suspect,â he says, grabbing Lizzy by the arm and tugging. Lizzy responds by holding tighter to the boy, managing to get her arms around him and locking her grip. Stubby tries to peel her off. âAway from the suspect,â he repeats.
âDonât touch my daughter,â I tell him, surfacing from the dopey befuddlement of the whole scene. This young goon is manhandling Lizzy, who predictably clings to the wasted boy. The cop doesnât let go.
âDonât touch my daughter,â I order again, smarting from Lizzyâs and Floraâs assumptions that I somehow had both Lloyd and this boy arrested. I grab Stubby to pull him away from Lizzy. Someone stumbles, and the three of themâLizzy, the Sammel boy, and Stubbyâgo down in a heap with the boy on the bottom and Stubby squirming around on top of Lizzy. I kneel beside the pile of them, and the crook of my arm finds its target like a heat-seeking missile. I roll, taking Stubbyâs head and neck with me. The rest of him follows.
Then silence. The screaming stops (most of it, I realize, was Floraâs). Lizzy crawls away. Iâm sitting in the gravel; Stubby sits between my legs, leaning back against me with my arm circling his throat. He makes gurgly noises, but we sit there together a few seconds longer until I am again aware of shouting, and now Trooper Voight stands nearby with his legs apart and a hand fluttering over the handle of the handgun at his side. âRelease the officer,â he commands.
I do, but I try to make it look like my own idea. Stubby chokes, coughs, rubs his throat. âYou okay?â I ask him.
Floraâs hands are pressed to her mouth. In the background, slightly out of the picture, Iâm aware ofâ Tina, whose eyes are locked on Voight. Tinaâs right hand is lifting a standard-issue Glock fromthe depths of her shoulder bag. Before itâs really in view, everything settles. Iâm helping Stubby to his feet, Lizzy is kneeling by the Sammel boy, and the trooper has lost interest in me and is also looking at the boy. Tina drops the gun back in her bag.
My cell rings again though it doesnât strike me as the best time to answer. Weâre all on our feet except the sick boy, who lies in the gravel wheezing. âDaddy, heâs hurt,â Lizzy says. We crowd