again.â
âExcept thereâs no turning back time when it comes to tragedy. I still wake up sometimes, convinced Katieâs in the other room taking a shower or fixing me breakfast, and then reality hits and I remember thatâs not going to happen.â He paused, still holding her hand. âCan I ask you a question?â
âOf course.â
âWhy didnât you ever share any of this with me before?â
âI donât know.â Nikki searched for an explanation. âWe lost Sarah before I met you, and afterward . . . you and Katie were in love, you got married, then you went off to war. It never was the right time.â
And now all she could think of was that she had to be wrong. That the photo theyâd brought to her was just some crazy coincidence. Or a copycat. Or maybe Jack was wrong about Sean Logan, and he and Bridget were just having fun. Taking innocent photos . . .
But sheâd seen the fear in Bridgetâs eyes as she stared into the camera. That wasnât a photo of a girl taking a selfie. Or of a friend snapping a photo for fun. Sheâd been terrified. Betrayed.
Tyler took a step forward and pulled her into his arms. âIâm sorry you and your family have had to go through this. As muchas I miss Katie, and as difficult as the last year has been, at least I know what happened to her.â
Nikki relaxed for a moment in his embrace, needing to feel safe, and allowed herself to feel the warmth of his breath against her neck and the pulsing of his heart against hers. But Bridget was out there somewhere, and every second counted.
She pulled back and caught Tylerâs gaze. âI need to find her.â
âThat photo doesnât change anything, Nikki. You canât be responsible for every young girl that disappears. Your team can handle this one without you.â
âBut everything has changed. If this is him, I know every detail of the case, every file on this man. If my team has to stop to go over the files, how much time will be wasted that could be spent looking for her?â
âWhat about Matt and Jamie?â
âI canât be in both places, but the photo . . . Tyler.â She tried to blink back the tears. âIf there is any chance at all that this is somehow connected to Sarahâs abductor, I need to stay.â
He ran his thumb across her cheek, wiping away a tear. âYouâre sure?â
âYeah.â Nikki nodded. âWeâve got a lot of work to do.â
She had to do thisâfor Bridget and for Sarahâand for herself.
7
Five minutes later, Nikki headed to the visitor centerâs parking lot where Jack and Gwen had parked the teamâs twenty-foot mobile command post. Sheâd resolved to stay for now, at least until she could determine what was going on.
Jack stepped out of the passenger side of the newly purchased vehicle that had given them the ability to be at the location of an incident while providing them with state-of-the-art, on-site communications, a conference room, and a place to mobilize volunteers.
Jack sneezed as he walked toward her.
âYou okay, Jack?â Nikki stopped short of the vehicle. âYou lookââ
âItâs just hemlock.â He tried to wave her concern away, eyes watering, nose as red as Rudolphâs.
âHemlock? You look awful.â Nikki frowned. âYour eyes are bloodshot, your nose is red, and that . . . whatâs that on your neck?â
âI was hoping you wouldnât notice.â Jack shot her one of hisfamiliar goofy smiles. âThis is the primary reason I try never to venture into the great outdoors.â
Nikkiâs eyes widened. âNo camping or hiking?â
âSummer camp when I was eleven.â Jack sneezed again. âMy mom dropped me off and promised me it would be a week Iâd never forget. And believe me, I still havenât forgotten. Hay