then.â
Deciding to look as much as possible like the average forty-year-old woman, she dressed in a straight black skirt that barely skimmed her knees, a red turtleneck sweater and black loafers, put on her storm coat and headed for what she hoped would be the beginning of fun and friends.
As she read, she warmed up to the part until, by the end, she felt as if she were the mother of a sixteen-year-old girl hell-bent on ruining her life. She handed the script back to Mike Reinar and asked him, âWell, what do you think?â
âI canât believe it,â he said. âItâs plain damned eerie. You read it as if it were written for you. The part is yours. Do you think you can look a little more harassed? I mean no makeup, no earrings and straggly hair?â
âIâm not wearing any makeup, Mr. Reinar, and please, call me Kendra.â
âIâm afraid weâll have to take a vote on that. For now, Iâll call you Miss Kendra.â
Later, at home, it required all of her willpower to resist calling Reid to tell him what sheâd done. She studied the part with the theme music of Peter Gunn in the background, for it helped her to concentrate. When she went to bed, she wasnât happy, but at least she was doing something other than sitting at home morose and longing for a man she shouldnât have.
The following afternoon, she had no afternoon cases, so she went to the theater, and Reinar guided her in projecting her voice. âYouâre a natural,â he told her after reading with her.
âWhat a trial lawyer does has many elements of acting,â she told him. âI practiced law for five years.â
âInteresting,â he said. âLawyers are usually a lot richer than judges.â
âBut face fewer hazards,â she said and changed the subject. âWhen do you hope to present the play?â
âLate May at the earliest. Not all of my actors are as quick a study as you are. Meanwhile, some of us will be practicing for our summer play in the park. Folks come from all around to see that. This year, it will be Cat on a Hot Tin Roof. Can you see yourself playing Big Daddyâs wife? I can.â
âLetâs see how well I do in this one,â she said.
The girl signed to play the leading role seemed flat and lackluster to Kendra, but she supposed Mike Reinar knew what he was doing. She made up her mind to immerse herself in her role, and to enjoy every minute that she was on stage.
âItâs not working,â Mike told her after a week of rehearsals. âThat kid canât act. The writer is going to rewrite it so that itâs a family drama, and sheâs a minor player.â
She adjourned the court for the spring recess as the county clerk directed, and decided to visit her sister in New Bern. I canât leave town without telling Reid. Itâs bad enough that I canât see him and be with him, but Iâm not prepared to pretend he doesnât exist. She stopped packing and dialed his number. Itâs only eight-thirty, she thought, so a call shouldnât disturb him. The phone rang several times, and she was about to hang up when she heard his voice.
âMaguire speaking. How may I help you?â
Instead of saying hello, she said, âDonât you have caller ID?â
âYeah, but itâs turned off. Kendra! My Lord! I was so deep in this thing that I almost didnât answer the telephone. What is it? Whatâs up? Are you all right?â
âIâm fine, Reid. How are you?â
âIâm able to work, eat and sleep, and for that I am grateful.â
âI, uhâ¦called because Iâm going to New Bern for a week to see my sister, Claudine, and I couldnât make myself leave town for that long without letting you know where I am.â
His long silence unnerved her. Finally, he said, âCould we maybe meet somewhere for a coffee or something? Please. I want