said again, feeling his eyebrows knit together. âThe one I mended.â
âWhy havenât you been sleeping in the servantâs quarters?â she asked. âOr above the smithy? That would be the place for you.â
He gaped at her. âThis is my castle!â
âNo, itâs not. Iâm the heiress of this castle! May I remind you!â
Sand blinked. Very well, technically it wasnât his castle. But she was no more the heir of it than he. âNo,â Sand said. âThis castle belongs to your sister.â
âSheâs not my real sister!â Perrotte screamed, face turning bright red, and a vein popping on her throat. Then she clutched her head. âOh. Ow.â
Sand was frozen. He didnât know how to react to this Perrotte, to screaming Perrotte.
He was reminded again of what it was like taking care of his little sisters. This would be a temper tantrum, then? And he should just ignore it?
âIâm sorry,â Perrotte whispered, shamefaced.
Sand shrugged, which wasnât an acceptance of her apology.
Perrotte took a deep breath. âIâm sorry,â she repeated. âI donât quite have the control on my behavior that I should. And considering I have more than eight-and-thirty years now . . .â
This startled Sand out of his frozen state. âWhat?â
âWell, if itâs been twenty-five years since . . . and I was thirteen at the time . . . So Iâm quite, quite old now. I really should know better.â
Sand sighed, and stirred the stew again. He really should know better too. Perrotte had awakened from the deadâtoday. To find everyone she knew and loved gone, and twenty-five years in the past. More than that. She was probably closer to forty than eight-and-thirty.
Even the people who still lived, like his own father, had changed, perhaps unrecognizably to Perrotte. And she had also discovered that she was trapped in this castle, this broken castle where nothing lived, nothing thrived, with a boy who apparently thought it was his own castle. . . .
âOf course itâs your bed for the taking,â he said, feeling weary. He bit his lips, thinking about the smithâs quarters. He hadnât even gone to look at them, but she was right, thatâs where he belonged.
âNo. No, no. Iâm horrible. Your bed is the one you mended. You shall have it. Iâll go sleep in my old bed.â
âItâs not mended,â he pointed out.
âHow bad can it be?â
âBad enough. Take the bed. Iâll make do in the smithâs quarters, as you suggested.â
âNo!â She stepped toward him. âIâm sorry, Sand. I donât know what I was thinking. I think . . . I think sometimes, even though I hated everything my fatherâs wife did, and regarded her every word as poison she dripped from her tongue, sometimes I think Iâm as heartless as she is. And I donât wish to be. Please, Sand. Forgive me.â She reached for him.
Awkward, uncertain, he gave her his hand. She squeezed his fingers.
âThere, then,â she said, and let his fingers go. â Do you forgive me?â
âIââ He wanted to shrug, to hold back his forgiveness like a punishment. But this time, he did forgive her. So he nodded. âI do.â
âCome with me, to look at my old room.â
He banked the fire and lowered the stew pot toward the coals, then went with her to the keep.
âLetâs just look,â she urged, entering a room heâd taken no particular notice of before.
Sand had never tried to mend any of the things in these chambers. It looked like a whirlwind armed with sledgehammers had taken the room apart, and then picked up some daggers to finish the job. Sand regarded Perrotteâs face.
âNone of these things are mine,â she said, poking into a broken clothes chest. âSomeone