you rather that room under the stairs?â
âNope.â
Lying under the doona, waiting for Mum to clear out, I start thinking about last night. There was defi nitely someone breathing next to me and Jasper felt it too.
âRight, Lil, you need to get up.â
âYeah, okay. I will.â
Mum sighs and I wait for her to go. She has nothing else to say so she wonât just sit here, waiting for me. Finally her weight moves off the bed and she stands up. âFive minutes!â
âYep.â
I donât know what to wear. Iâve never been the new girl, so I donât know what the rules are. Iâm hoping jeans and an old t-shirt will just blend in and no one will notice me. Because itâs much colder than it is at home, I grab a hoodie from the pile of clothes near my door that Mum must have left. Sheâs trying to be nice and not make me do all my own washing just yet.
Downstairs, Max is onto his fourth breakfast already. Clearly he hasnât worried at all about what to wear. He looks exactly the same as he always does: black jeans, some surf t-shirt and hair that heâs never brushed.
âSo youâre still a pig, then.â
âAnd youâre still aââ
Before he can swear at me, Mum hands me a bowl. âBreakfast, young lady.â
âYeah yeah, most important mealââ
âI thought it would be nice for us all to walk together this morning.â
I almost drop the bowl, but give Mum the death stare. Sheâs smiling at me.
âWhy?â I sound more horrified than I mean to.
âItâs your first day of school.â
âNo. That was ten years ago. And actually you missed it.â
âI didnât miss it, Lil. I was at work.â
âWell, donât you have somewhere to be today too?â
She shakes her head. âRetrenchment â remember? I havenât got a new job yet.â
âWhatever, Mum. I donât need you to walk me there this morning.â
âWell Iâll walk Max then.â
âFine with me.â
âNot fine with me. You havenât walked me to school for a year.â Max pipes up through a mouthful of cornflakes.
âBut you might get lost.â
Max and I both laugh at this. I canât believe we actually agree about something.
âI think youâd be struggling to get lost in a town like this, Mum,â he says.
âYes, I know, butââ
âYou head out the door, turn right and youâre there. Too easy,â he says.
âIâd like to meet the teacher.â
âFine. Why donât you go to school and weâll stay here,â I say.
Max laughs and sprays cornflakes across the table. For once, I donât yell at him, because this morning, heâs actually on my side. Mum looks disappointed or sad or something. She drops the box of cereal on the table and walks out of the kitchen.
âWas it something I said?â I say to Max.
âWant to walk together?â he says.
âNo. Not today. Or tomorrow. Not ever.â
âYeah. Me neither.â
I pour a much bigger bowl of cornflakes than I feel like eating, but Iâm quite happy to stall the two-second trek to school for as long as I can.
Dad bowls in with two umbrellas. âItâs still pouring outside, so you two can use these if you like.â
Max grabs the plain black one before I can and I get stuck with the oversize blue golf umbrella covered in giant bank logos. The only good thing is that itâs so big no oneâll see me.
âThanks, Dad,â I say.
âWant me to walk with you?â
âGot that covered. Thanks.â
Of course thereâs only one school in Gideon and we both have to go to it even though Max is still in primary and Iâm not. So he tags along behind me, whether I like it or not. At least this umbrellaâs so big he has to walk a fair way back or weâd crash.
Water sprays up onto my legs as