With the funeral two days away, Creeley might not be in the mood to talk. But phoning ahead would ruin the element of surprise that is often vital in an interview. And what if Creeley, forewarned,
never
wanted to talk to me?
Wiping off the bird doo and lipstick with a towelette from the stash of emergency supplies my dad had stored in my trunk, I considered. Then I dialed Creeleyâs number on my cell phone, introduced myself as a reporter to the woman who answered, and asked to speak to Roland Creeley.
âIâm
Mrs.
Creeley,â she said. âWhatâs this about?â
She was clearly the keeper of the gate. âI heard about Randyâs death, and Iâm sorry for your loss, Mrs. Creeley. I know this is a hard time, but if itâs possible, Iâd like to talk to you and your husband about Randy.â
âIf this is about the dead girl, we donât know anything.â She had the put-upon tone I use with telemarketers just before I hang up.
âThe police are saying Randyâs responsible, but Iâm not so sure,â I said quickly. âI have some questions.â
âWell, weâre not interested in talking to anyone.â
âTalk to who?â I heard a man ask. âWho is that, Alice?â
âHold on,â Alice Creeley told me, annoyed againâ either with me or with the man, who I assumed was her husband.
After half a minute or so of muffled conversation he came on the line.
âYouâre with the
Times,
right?â He sounded eager and pleasantly surprised. âI didnât think theyâd get back to me. I asked them to check into my sonâs death. The police say Randy overdosed on drugs, but I donât believe it.â
I felt a flutter of excitement, but I told myself that like many parents, Creeley was probably in denial about his son. âIâm not on the
Times
staff,â I admitted, âbut I freelance for them and several other papers.â
âOh.â
âAnd Iâve investigated crimes. I write a weekly crime column and books about true crimes.â I mentioned
Out
of the Ashes.
âNever heard of it. I donât read all that much. When I do, itâs mostly magazines. So howâd you hear about Randy? Whatâs your interest in him?â Suspicion had sharpened his voice and raised it a notch.
âFrom the police.â I repeated what Iâd told his wife. âIâd like to hear why you think your son didnât overdose.â
âAnd you want to check into his death? The police arenât going to, they said as much,â he told me again with some anger.
âYes.â
I took the silence that followed as a good sign.
âWell, if you want to come tomorrow morning, fine,â Creeley said, his lack of enthusiasm indicating that he was settling.
âI can do that. Or I can come now, or this evening.â Iâd have to postpone the florist, but I was eager to talk to Creeley and worried that between now and tomorrow morning heâd change his mind or have it changed for him by his wife. Or what if a
Times
reporter
did
call?
âTonightâs no good. I have to clear out Randyâs apartment, pick up his car. And as soon as I hang up Iâm leaving for the funeral parlor to finish the arrangements. They want us to pick flowers. Like Randyâs gonna see the flowers, like he gives a damn. Vultures.â Creeley grunted. âWhatâs your name, by the way?â
âMolly Blume.â
âI know that name. Is that the name you write under?â
âNo. Youâre probably thinking about the fictional character. James Joyceâs
Ulysses
?â
Throughout most of my adult life Iâve been teased about my name (most frequently, by Connors). I blame my mother, who teaches high school English and should have known better, but teasing aside, and though Iâd practiced writing
Molly Abrams
in countless high school notebooks, my name