money to pay her medical bills and support her children after her death. Edgar Allen was three when she died. Twenty years later his brother and best friend, Henry, was spitting blood and wasting away. Henryâs drinking, a well-established addiction, gave him some relief. He died August 1, 1831, the same age his mother had been when the disease took her.
   Edgar Allenâs wife, Virginia (the Annabel Lee of his poetry), suffered a serious hemorrhage while singing and playing harp for some friends in 1842. Poe, well acquainted with various mind-altering substances, responded to her imminent demise by taking his use of alcohol and opium from hobby to professional status. Virginia died in 1847, at the age of twenty-four, of tuberculosis.
   Poe, however, lived past the magic number of twenty-four. He died in 1849, insane and addicted to alcohol and opium. His brain was most certainly destroyed, and it seems probable his lungs were in a like condition.
CHAPTER 13
âWe need some entertainment,â says Mary. âBetween the weather and The Witch and the long buss on you Iâm about to crack.â
âThat would be entertaining.â
âShut up and get out of bed. Weâre going to Rehab.â
âAnd do what? Make doilies out of old pantyhose? Thatâs your idea of entertainment?â
âGet up.â She grabs me by one foot and hauls until I am half in, half out. Iâm still trying to get my slippers on as she shoves me out the door.
âWhatâs your hurry,â I grumble, but I want to go. Iâve been depressed ever since I got back and I am tired of the way my mind spins around and around, up and down stairs, in and out of black holes every time I close my eyes. Nobody is at the nursesâ station, but there is a commotion coming from cranky old Mrs. Cyrâs room. They are trying to give her a sponge bath and she is screeching that they are trying to kill her with newmumia.
âShould we leave a note?â I ask.
Mary gives me an exasperated look and steers me towards the stairwell. Rehab is in the basement, the other end of the hospital from the library. It has high windows that look out on the staff parking lot. If you stand on a chair and look out you can see a lot of red convertibles.
âWhy,â I muse, âdo so many of the nurses drive red convertibles?â
âOne: they can afford them because they get danger pay for looking after this disease-ridden, infectious lot. Two: theyâre naturally reckless, otherwise they wouldnât be here in the first place.â
âEven The Witch?â
âThe most reckless of all. Every day she stalks the corridors surrounded by people who want to kill her.â
âGood point.â
Rehab has a most peculiar smell. There is cigarette smoke, of course. The two guys who run the place, Rudy and Colum, are both chain-smokers. There is a strong smell of dust from a shelf piled with crêpe paper and construction paper and thin, coloured foam circles. Occasionally one of the women from Ward B makes off with some of the foam circles and uses them to create an elaborate ball gown for a plastic doll whose legs are then to be stuck in a roll of toilet paper and the whole thing used to decorate a bathroom. Iâm not making this up, Iâve seen the finished product. You arenât supposed to use the toilet paper under the doll, ever. If the roll on the holder runs out youâre supposed to search under the sink for a fresh one and if you canât find one, dig the used Kleenex out of your pocket, fluff them up and use them.
No one has figured out what to do with the crêpe paper, although in a fit of seasonal joie de vivre the student nurses have been known to hack out bells and trees from red and green construction paper and stick them on the windows in the wards.
There is a lovely smell of leather. Rudy and Colum make things out of leather, wallets and belts
Lorraine Massey, Michele Bender