have often noticed the mute rapture with which he would gaze upon her in company, of which her sprightly powers made her the delight; and how in the midst of applause, her eye would still turn to him, as if there alone she sought favour and acceptance. When leaning on his arm her slender form contrasted finely with his tall, manly person. The fond confiding air with which she looked up to him, seemed to call forth a flush of triumphant pride and cherishing tenderness; as if he doted on his lovely burthen, for its very helplessness. âNever did a couple set forward on the flowery path of early and well suited marriage, with a fairer prospect of felicity.
It was the misfortune of my friend, however, to have embarked his property in large speculations, and he had not been married many months, when, by a succession of sudden disasters, it was swept from him, and he found himself reduced almost to penury. For a time he kept his situation to himself and went about with a haggard countenance and a breaking heart. His life was but a protracted agony, and what rendered it more insupportable was the necessity of keeping up a smile in the presence of his wife; for he could not bring himself to overwhelm her with the news. She saw, however, with the quick eyes of affection, that all was not well with him. She marked his altered looks and stifled sighs, and was not to be deceived by his sickly and vapid attempts at cheerfulness. She tasked all her sprightly powers and tender blandishments to win him back to happiness; but she only drove the arrow deeper into his soulâthe more he saw cause to love her the more torturing was the thought that he was soon to make her wretched. A little while, thought he, and the smile will vanish from that cheekâthe song will die away from those lipsâthe lustre of those eyes will be quenched with sorrow; and the happy heart which now beats lightly in that bosom, will be weighed down like mine by the cares and miseries of the world.
At length he came to me, one day, and related his whole situation in a tone of the deepest despair. When I had heard him through I enquired, âDoes your wife know all this?ââat the question he burst into an agony of tearsââFor Godâs sake!â cried he, âif you have any pity on me donât mention my wifeâit is the thought of her that drives me almost to madness!â
âAnd why not?â said I, âshe must know it sooner or later: you cannot keep it long from her, and the intelligence may break upon her in a more startling manner than if imparted by yourself; for the accents of those we love soften the harshest tidings. Besides you are depriving yourself of the comforts of her sympathy and not merely that, but also endangering the only bond that can keep hearts together, an unreserved community of thought and feeling. She will soon perceive that something is secretly preying upon your mind, and true love will not brook reserve: it feels undervalued and outraged when even the sorrows of those it loves are concealed from it.â
âOh but my friend! to think what a blow I am to give to all her future prospectsâhow I am to strike her very soul to the earth, by telling her that her husband is a beggar!âThat she is to forego all the elegancies of lifeâall the pleasures of societyâto shrink with me into indigence and obscurity!âTo tell her that I have dragged her down from the sphere in which she might have continued to move in constant brightnessâthe light of every eyeâthe admiration of every heart! How can she bear poverty!âshe has been brought up in all the refinements of opulence.âHow can she bear neglect!âshe has been the idol of societyâoh, it will break her heart!âit will break her heart!ââ
I saw his grief was eloquent and I let it have its flow, for sorrow relieves itself by words. When his paroxysm had subsided and he had relapsed
Chelle Bliss, Brenda Rothert