was punishing her back. Ethan shut himself away: closed his bedroom door, refused to speak during dinner. This secrecy, this lack of eye contact, was unusual. Claire missed him and the relaxed ease of their bond.
âWe just want everyone to touch base, discuss the matter face-to-face,â Mr. Thompson had said over the phone.
Claire shrank. âI suppose Willâs parents will be there too?â
âYes, Iâve already spoken to Helen and Simon. Iâm sure this will be quality face time.â Mr. Thompson paused. âClaire, I want to reassure you that this wonât be a blamestorming session.â
âThanks,â sheâd said, in a measured tone.
Claire ran late to the meeting. The ballet company held a fund-raising afternoon tea with the new artistic director and she got stuck speaking to one of the most generous philanthropic supporters. As she sat on the bus, she felt jittery and agitated. The neckline of her dress was too tight. Claire felt apprehensive about Ethanâs disciplinary meeting but mostly she hadnât prepared herself to see Simon again.
Theyâd met five years ago at the school Christmas play. Claire knew Helen, but Simon worked long hours and was never home when she dropped Ethan off at their house. That Christmas, Ethan and Will were wise men in the nativity, clutching oversized frankincense and myrrh in their tiny hands. Helen had insisted on sewing Ethanâs costume so that all three wise men matched.
After the production, Claire ran into Simon, who was leaning against the school gate.
âThese things always go on forever,â he said. âAnd your kid is only onstage for five minutes but they still make you watch the whole school perform.â Simon smiled. He reminded Claire of one of her high school boyfriends with his warm face and sensible haircut, the sort of practical boy sheâd fancied before disappearing from her local school to study ballet full-time.
âIâm embarrassed to admit I donât know your name,â Claire said. âI only know other parents by the names of their children. Youâre Willâs dad.â
âSimon. I have the same problem. Youâre Ethanâs mum.â
âClaire.â She reached out to shake his hand.
He had a firm handshake. âWill talks about Ethan all the time. So youâre Claire.â Simon said her name slowly. He looked at her for a moment; the intensity of his stare made her feel uneasy. âThe ballerina, right? Helen mentioned something, when we were at the Opera House recently. That you work there.â
âOh, ex-ballerina. Now I just work behind the scenes.â
âMore interesting than my job anyway. Iâm an accountant. Punchline to lots of jokes. Everyone is more interesting than me.â
They briefly maintained eye contact. Simon fiddled with the sleeve of his shirt. He looked at her in a way that sheâd forgotten. Like she was visible, under the spotlight on a stage.
âFunny you mention it, but I need an accountant,â Claire said. This wasnât true. Sheâd never had any trouble sorting out her tax returns.
Simon took a business card out of his jacket. âHere,â he said, putting it in her hand. âCall me if you have any questions. About accounting.â
âThanks,â Claire said and walked away to collect Ethan from backstage.
She didnât call him. The glossy business card turned gray at the bottom of her handbag, lost beside the old receipts and grimy bus tickets. But their offices were nearby and they kept running into each other around Circular Quay. Suddenly, Simon was everywhere. Heâd always be so friendly, invite her to have a coffee or lunch; Claire always refused. Over time, she grew addicted to his persistence and if she didnât see him for a while, sheâd miss getting her fix. Finally, after a long day at work, Simon persuaded Claire to have a drink with him.
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