CHAPTER ONE
Y ou probably think you can tell if someone is homeless just by looking at them. But youâre wrong. You canât. Because not every homeless person looks like a bum. Take it from me. Iâm an expert. Nothing in this world is as it seems.
Look at that guy over there. The one in the brown uniform, unloading boxes from the delivery truck. He looks clean. He has a job. Maybe not a great one, but itâs a job. How much you think he makes? Minimum wage. Maybe a dollar more.
Well, you canât make it on minimum anymore. Not in this city.
So how does he get by? Maybe he lives with his parents. Maybe his wife has a job too. Or maybe he washed his face and hair in the bathroom of a McDonaldâs this morning. Maybe he sleeps in the back of his truck. You just donât know.
Hereâs another one. A well-dressed white lady, sitting on that bench over there. Sheâs got a skirt suit and high heels on. Thereâs a nice purse in her lap. Sheâs all dainty, the way she eats out of that plastic container. Her pinky sticks out like sheâs at a tea party. You look at her and you think, Rich . Or at least comfortable.
But wait a minute. If sheâs so comfortable, why is she just sitting there on a bench downtown at nine thirty in the morning? Could be sheâs just killing time. Or maybe she has nowhere else to go. Maybe those clothes are the only nice things she owns. Maybe she got that food out of a trash can, and sheâs trying to make it last, because she doesnât know where her next meal is coming from.
Or take this guy, now. A young, light-skinned black man. Maybe twenty-one, twenty-two years old, clean-cut, in good shape. Not a bad-looking guy. A little on the short side. Heâs wearing a beautiful suit and carrying a nice briefcase. His shoes are so shiny they hurt your eyes. Heâs bopping along the sidewalk like he owns the place. Full of self-confidence. A spring in his step. Looks like nothing can stop him. Like heâs on his way to take over the world.
You would never know that this well-dressed young man slept in his car last night. Or that he can only afford to eat once a day. Or that heâs been trying to get a job for the last six months, but no one will hire him.
How do I know all this?
Because that young black man is me.
Iâm Walter Davis. Iâm twenty years old. My moms and I moved to this city about a year ago. We didnât know anybody here. But there was lots of opportunity. Moms was already trained as a paralegal, and I was going to community college. This city was supposed to be a new start for us. A brand-new life. The beginning of something better.
And for a while, it was.
Things started out great. Moms got a job at an important law firm. She had to work hard, but the money was worth it. It was the first professional job she ever had. Before that, she was a waitress. This was a big step up.
We got an apartment in a decent part of the city. Not too much crime, no graffiti on the buildings. Little by little, we started getting all the things we dreamed of. Nice kitchen appliances. A set of furniture for the living room. A flat-screen tv. We even got a car. It was used, sure, but we didnât care. Our last car wasnât even from this century. Sometimes it didnât even work. Now we had a steel-gray 2000 Chevrolet Caprice. It ran like a dream.
We were coming up in the world.
For my twentieth birthday, right before I graduated, Moms gave me a present. It was a suit. But not just any suit. It was a pin-striped wool Turnbull & Asser. She also gave me a pair of Tanino Crisci shoes and an Underwood briefcase. It must have cost her thousands. I told her to take it all back. But she said she wanted me to look my best when I started going on job interviews. The world judges a man by how he looks, she said.
I donât think I ever saw my moms really happy until we moved here. And I was happy too. We had it rough for a long