yourself?â
âYes.â Me and Dad Ben used to do it together, but now it is just me.
âYou are such a good girl, helping your mum,â Mrs Baker says. âHowâs Rhys going?â
âHeâs okay.â I pick up my lunch. âThank you,â I say.
âI wish my children were more like you.â
I ride my bike to visit Star, but heâs not there. I sit on the stump to eat my lunch. The sausage roll has gone a bit cold, but what can you do?
When I get home the washing is all dry. Even though it was cloudy, it was a good drying day, warm and windy. I get the washing in and fold it in front of the television. Mum comes home and she helps me finish the socks.
The phone rings and it is Dad Ben. He talks to Mum for ages and then finally I get a turn. I tell him all about the Australian history project. He says it sounds like Iâm busier than a one-legged man in an arse-kicking contest.
Dad Ben has a way with words.
I tell him that the presentation is on Grandparents and Friends Day but he doesnât take the hint.
Morgan is late to school on Monday, so I have to sit by myself again. Luckily, I have brought Prancer in the Dark to read.
We have Indonesian first thing. I ask Morgan how to say, âIâm fineâ, but she says she doesnât know. That is a surprise; Morgan is really good at Indonesian because sheâs been to Bali. The first time I went to Morganâs house she showed me the blue and silver sarong that she bought. I hope I own something as beautiful as that one day.
At lunchtime Morgan is being all quiet and funny so I get out Prancer in the Dark .
I have not even read a page when Morgan says out of nowhere, âWhat did you do yesterday?â
âNot much,â I say.
âYou didnât go anywhere, visit anyone?â
âNo,â I say.
âI know.â
âKnow what?â
âAbout your big secret.â
I donât say anything.
âYour brother Rhys has cancer,â she says.
âHow do you know?â
âBrianna told me. I saw her at Bunnings on Sunday.â
âWhy were you at Bunnings?â
âDadâs building a mezzanine.â
âWhatâs that?â
âItâs like an extra storey for the house but it doesnât go all the way across. Itâs going to overlook the lounge room. But I donât care about that. Donât change the subject. Brianna told me about Rhys.â
âHow would Brianna know?â
âFrom her mum, Mrs Anselma.â
Of course. Brianna canât keep a secret.
âThatâs why you canât do anything after school. You go to visit Rhys at the hospital.â
âSo?â
âSo why did you keep it a secret from your best friend? Friends should trust each other. Youâre not my friend at all! Youâre wearing that bracelet as though it means something, but it doesnât. You may as well be walking on Indigo and Jadeâs graves.â
Morgan walks away.
She passes April, whoâs coming back to the classroom with her lunch box. April says, âTrouble in paradise, ladies?â
When I get home from school I put my bracelet in the bin. I donât want to remember stupid old Indigo and Jade anymore. Theyâre not even real.
Morgan doesnât even like horses, and horses hate her. All that time Iâve been wasting with Morgan, I should have been trying to get my horse, Atta Girl. She would never trample me.
I go back to Rhysâs room. No-one knows that I took the money for the sausage roll from his savings jar but I know it was the wrong thing to do. I didnât really need a sausage roll. I could have saved that money for Atta Girl.
I take the stopper off the jar. I will just take the same amount as I did the other day, but this time I will save it for horse equipment.
I take out a two-dollar coin, a one-dollar coin and a fifty-cent piece. Then I quickly go back to my room.
There is a knock