sheâd probably done a runner and snuck off to bed early. Heâd found her on the bathroom floor.
When sheâd fallen, a bottle of lavender essential oil had crashed to the ground with her and the sweet stink had filled the house. Jessica remembered the smell filling her nostrils just as her father came back, ashen, to the deck.
What would her mother have said? Jessica mused. Probably, âGo for it, darl.â
10
Tori tapped at the screen door. She was holding a bottle of pink moscato in one hand, and a platter of antipasto in the other.
âYum,â Jess said as she opened the door and took the wine. âI love a guest who comes prepared.â
âWell, I figure you must get sick of everyone expecting you to be the queen of catering all the time, so I thought weâd break into some of my Christmas stash a bit early,â Tori replied as she made herself at home on a stool at Jessâs broad kitchen bench. âOooh, looks like youâve been busy here. What are you making?â she asked.
âOh, itâs just something I was putting together for the boys,â Jess said, picking up the scrapbook sheâd been working on. âItâs photos of us all together, and captions so the boys can remember their country life,â she said, flipping the pages. âLook, thatâs last Christmas at Rainbow and Songbirdâs: Nick dressed up as Santa and gave out lollies to all the kids.â She laughed at the memory.
âThis is gorgeous, sweetheart, theyâll love it,â Tori said, poring over the thick cardboard book with its handwritten captions, dozens of photos and bright borders. âDo you think you might be able to give it to them in person?â she asked, closing the book and passing it back to Jess.
âI doubt it,â Jess answered sadly. âI rang Graham again last night, but he still wonât even return my calls.â
âBastard,â Tori spat. âOh thanks, love,â as she took the glass of pink bubbly from Jessica.
âI agree.â Jess took a gulp of her wine. âOoh, this is lovely,â she said. âNow tell me whatâs going on with you, girl. I havenât been able to stop thinking about you all afternoon.â She indicated the pile of paper, photos, scissors and glue scattered across the bench. âYou talk and Iâll clean; Iâve been on a bit of a roll tonight.â
Tori picked at the sun-dried tomatoes on the platter before her. âOkay,â she finally said and sighed deeply. âItâs Joseph and me. Itâs ... ah ... well, I think weâre in trouble.â
Jessâs arms were heaped with craft items and photo albums. She looked around for a place to set them down, taking a step one way and then another before finally dumping them back on the bench and walking over to embrace her friend.
âShit, Tori, when you said serious I had no idea you meant seriously serious.â She sat on the stool next to her and looked into Toriâs face with concern. âWhat happened?â she asked.
âItâs just come to an end. I am so frustrated with everything; we both are. We canât seem to be together without screaming at each other. And worst of all is ... well, I donât even think I love him anymore. And I doubt he has any feelings left for me either.â
âOh hell. Since when?â Jess asked.
âWell itâs all so humiliating,â Tori paused for a mouthful of wine. âIt seems to stem from money troubles, embarrassingly enough. I mean, could it be any more clichéd and suburban?â Her eyes swam with tears.
âI just canât believe it, sweetheart,â Jess sympathised, rubbing Toriâs arm. âYou guys have always been so great together.â
âI know,â she wailed. âBut now heâs constantly hassling me about spending, and itâs not as if I buy every designer bag that comes out, Iâm