thought about lying about it, but we never lied to each other. So I told her.
âItâs not a big deal,â I said. âIt was sort of a last minute thing.â Okay, so I kind of lied. I have no idea why.
âOh,â Brooke said as we walked to the front of school at the end of the day on Friday. âThatâs cool.â She so didnât look like she thought it was cool. She looked kind of surprised, and not in a good way. âWho all is going to be there?â
Exactly the question I didnât want to answer because everyone was going to be there except her. âUm, I think maybe Natalie and Julia are going to stop by. They might be spending the night too, but Iâm not sure.â
âSo itâs like a whole slumber party thing?â she asked.
âWell, not really. Itâs just really casual. Really last minute.â
âReally?â Brooke said, but she was smiling. âBecause I really want to know if itâs really casual and really last minute. Really .â
âHa ha,â I said. âSeriously, Iâd invite you but itâs at her house. If it were my house, itâd be totally different.â
âYeah, you wouldnât have to invite me because Iâd already be there.â
âFâsho,â I said.
As I packed a bag for the night, Susanna called me on my cell.
âMajor problem,â she said. âWe have a leak in our roof. Canât have the sleepover here.â
âIs it from walking on the roof?â I joked.
âNo,â she said. âNatalie and Julia and I talked about it and we think we should have it at your house. Iâm tired of their houses and we havenât seen yours yet. So itâs your turn. Is that okay?â
It didnât really seem like much of a question, but I guess I didnât mind. Mom was actually at a conference in Chicago, which had started another fightâDad wanting to know what kind of work conference happened on a Friday nightâand my brother, Josh, was going to a friendâs after the high school football game. It was kind of perfect, actually.
I made sure all traces of Joshâs dirty socks and shorts were out of sight, then picked up my room. I paused, looking at the stuffed animals on my bed. I had sort of teased Brooke about hers, even though I still had some. I wondered what Susanna and the girls would think of them. Theyâd probably think it was babyish. I scooped them all up, even my beloved Harold, and put them in a big duffel bag that I stuffed in the back of my closet. It was time to move on from them anyway.
When everyone got to my house, we raided the pantry, stocking up on Pringles, gummies, cookies (alreadybaked, thanks very much), water, and Cokes. We settled ourselves in my room, where I had pulled out my best collection of movies just in case we wanted to watch something, and I had a new mix playing on my computer that Iâd made earlier that week. We dumped our nosh on the floor. Susanna picked up the remote and started flipping through the TV channels, Natalie wondered if we should call any boys, and then Julia asked, âSo, whatâs the deal with Brooke?â Suddenly I had a very bad feeling in my stomach.
âWhat do you mean?â
âShe means,â Susanna said, turning her head but not her eyes toward me as she kept changing channels, âwhatâs her deal? Why does she act like sheâs better than us?â
âShe doesnât,â I said, feeling defensive about Brooke, but also knowing they had reason to ask that about her. It wasnât like she was being the worldâs friendliest girl or anything.
Julia said, âI never did anything to her and itâs like she shoots me dirty looks every day at lunch.â
âYouâre just misreading her,â I said. âShe does like you guys.â I was pretty sure this wasnât true, but I couldnât say what I really thought,
Breanna Hayse, Carolyn Faulkner