fixed on my face, but I couldnât hold her gaze any longer. I turned away, searching for a way to change the subject.
âWhatâs that?â I asked, spotting a large wooden box like a treasure chest over by the corner of the room.
âThat, young man,â she said, her blue eyes shimmering with excitement, âis my dressing-up box!â
I looked at her. âYou have a dressing-up box?â
âItâs from when I was a girl,â she said, laughing. âOf course I donât use it now.â
I pretended to wipe sweat from my brow. âPhew.â
âAlthough,â she said, almost skipping over to the chest, âwhatâs say we have a little look inside?â
âUm, well, yeah, I suppose,â I said, âbut itâs getting quite late.â
âOh, come on, itâs been years since I looked in here,â she said, taking hold of a handle on the side of the chest and dragging it into the middle of the room. âA quick peek, thatâs all. What harm could it possibly do?â
Chapter Eight
DRESSING UP
I âve never thought of myself as âcoolâ. If anything, Iâm the exact polar opposite of cool. Iâve been called a lot of names in school. Geek. Dweeb. Dork. Nerd. Iâve been called them all, mostly by the same three boys.
But not âcoolâ. No oneâs ever called me that.
And there, kneeling on the floor beside a fifty-one-year-old woman as she rummaged around in a box full of fancy-dress outfits, I donât think Iâve ever felt more uncool in my life.
âLook at this! Iâd forgotten about this one!â Marion chirped. She pulled out a crumpled pile of green material and looked at it as if it were carved from solid gold.
âWhat is it?â I asked, trying to get into the spirit of things, but failing miserably. It had been a long, horrible day and Iâd barely slept the night before. I didnât want to look at costumes, I wanted to go to bed.
âItâs a frog,â she said, with a tone that suggested Iâd have to be an idiot not to realise what the scraps of cloth were meant to be. âItâs Mr Froggy.â
âSo it is.â
Marion folded the costume neatly and sat it to one side. âWhat else have we got in here?â she wondered, digging deeper down into the pile.
The frog outfit was the fourth one sheâd pulled out. Or maybe it was the fifth. I couldnât say for sure. My ability to count had deserted me twenty minutes ago when sheâd opened the chest. So had my will to live. This was torture.
âI used to fit in this fairy outfit,â she announced, holding up a pink leotard with cardboard wings attached. She was looking at the outfit, but her eyes seemed to stare through it. âThe fun I used to have,â she said quietly. âLong time ago. Long time.â
It was one of those moments when I didnât know whether to speak or not. She was lost in a memory, probably back as a fairy, dancing around this same house. I wondered how many years ago it had been.
âBut listen to me,â she said, shoving the costume carelessly back into the trunk, ârattling on about childish things.â She picked up some of the other outfits and began cramming them forcefully back inside the box. Her face was tinged with red, as if she was embarrassed at the way she had drifted off. âYou donât want to be sat here with me doing this. Youâll be wanting your bed.â
I thought of the single chair beneath the kitchen table, and of the bowl of food set out for the dog that would never be coming home.
âItâs fine,â I said. âIâm enjoying it.â
She hesitated with a bundle of clothes halfway to the box. âReally?â
âYeah, itâs good. Itâs interesting. Show me them all.â
âYou sure?â Marion asked. âThereâs quite a lot of them.â
I leaned over and