stupid, which was what I was making Ardis feel.
âMaybe I like animals too much,â I said finally. âI only lasted two nights in sleep-away camp.â
Her tuned-out look vanished. âWhy?â
âBecause I missed our dog, Curly. We had her before Reggie.â
âWhat happened to Curly?â
âShe got old.â I still wanted to cry when I thought about Curly. âWe got Reggie a week after she died. I couldnât stand not having a dog.â
Ardis laughed. âI couldnât stand having one.â Then she said, âMy grandmother got sick a year ago. Sheâs better now, but I was scared. Iâd miss her . . . a lot.â
She kept doing thatâputting herself in the other personâs shoes. She might not understand animals, but she understood how people felt. If we couldnât be friends when the spell endedâif it endedâI was really going to miss her.
We reached the entrance to the park, and Reggie started pulling.
âWe always run in,â I called over my shoulder.
She caught up, and we ran to Sheep Meadow. And there was Celeste, the dalmatian I had sniffed in my essay. I waved to Burton, Celesteâs owner, and let go of Reggieâs leash. He bounded to her.
âDoes that dog bite?â Ardis asked.
âCeleste is doggie sugar, just like Reggie.â
While we stood there, she asked me a million questions about Reggie and dogs in general. Did Curly ever bite anyone? How much did Reggie weigh? Why did we get such a big dog? Was I scared of pit bulls? Did anybody ever bother me when I was out with Reggie, and did it protect me?
âHeâs a he,â I said. âHeâs not an âit.ââ I hated when people did that.
âSorry,â she said. âDid he ever protect you?â
âHe never needed to. He likes people so much, I donât know if heâd realize somebody was trying to hurt me. He might think we were just playing.â
On the way home, Ardis said, âCan I hold his leash?â
I gave it to her. It was safe. He doesnât pull on the way back from a walk.
She took it for a second while Reggie sniffed a lamppost, and then she got scared again. But after she gave it back to me, she said, âDid I do it right? Do you think anybody might have thought I was his owner?â
âThey might have.â
âYou must think Iâm a wimp.â
âYouâre not a wimp. Iâm scared of lots of things.â I took a deep breath. âIâm scared people wonât like me.â
âThatâs crazy. Nina would take points off. Everybody thinks youâre great.â She paused. âI think you are.â
âThanks.â I wished the spell could drop away, just for a minute or two, so I could see if I was getting anywhere, if she honestly thought I was even a tiny bit great.
âArdis . . . what makes somebody popular, do you think?â
She thought for a minute. âI wouldnât tell this to anybody but you, and you have to swear to keep it a secret.â
I nodded. âI swear. I wonât tell.â
She didnât look at me while she spoke. âWell, you know I went to elementary school in Chicago, where we lived before.â
I hadnât known. I didnât know her till we started at Claverford.
âI was the least popular kid in my class. Nobody liked me. I was taller than anybody else, and they called me The Mountain.â
She knew what it was like. It was hard to believe.
âThen, before I started at Claverford, my dad said I could make it different here. So the first day, when we were all new, I figured it was my chance. I was friendly to everybody.â
âHold on.â Reggie had stopped to pee, and Ardis had gotten ahead of me.
We started walking again, and she went on. âI smiled at everyone. I felt like a fake, but I couldnât think of anything else to do. I said âhi.â I
M. R. Cornelius, Marsha Cornelius