off-limits.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â Sipping her tea, she set the cup back on the table. âYou do understand.â
He lifted a brow, waiting for her to explain.
âThe expectations.â
âI understand, all right.â
âSo, is your brother a trooper, too?â
âSurprisingly, no. There was practically a national incident when David decided not to join the âfamily business,â but Dad and Grandpa eventually got over it. David didnât escape the whole law-enforcement bug completely, though. He and his wife are both assistant prosecutors in Kalamazoo.â
âThen let me guess. Your momâs a judge.â
His game face must have faltered a bit because her gaze narrowed. âOh, no. You havenât mentioned your mom at all. Sheâs notââ
He nodded. âShe died when I was eight and David was twelve. Cancer.â
âIâm sorry. I didnât know.â
âYou couldnât have known. Donât worry about it.â
Strange how he was tempted to tell Lindsay more about his mother. He never talked about her. But for some reason, he wanted Lindsay to know that it was his motherâs death, rather than his fatherâs life, that led him to a career in law enforcement. He wanted to tell her other things, too, as if Lindsayâs accident bound them somehow, making him want her to know as much about him as he knew about her.
It was a bad idea for him to allow himself to get too close to Lindsay and Emma. He didnât do that with people. Heâd tried that once with Chelsea, but that relationship had gone up in flames as a reminder that his walls were there for a good reason. Lindsay was wearing down his defenses now, and he was letting it happen.
âIâm sorry I bought it up.â
Joe blinked, realizing that sheâd guessed he was still thinking about his mother.
âNo. Itâs fine, really. I was just thinking about work.â As far as work involved a certain victim in one of his accident cases, anyway.
She nodded, accepting his flimsy explanation.
âItâs going to be really hot again tomorrow,â she began. âI was thinking thatâ¦maybeâ¦since I donât work tomorrowâ¦that Emma and I would go to the beach at Kensington Metropark.â She cleared her throat. âWould you like to meet us there?â
âThe beach?â
Joe was grateful that at least his voice hadnât cracked. This was different from yesterday, when heâd invited himself to her condo to give her unsolicited advice, or even an hour ago, when sheâd called him out of desperation. Sheâd invited him.
âYou know, the place with the water and the sand?â
âOh, I meant which beach at Kensington. You know there are two at that park, right?â And good thing for him that there were because he hadnât been this awkward around a female since the eighth grade.
âMartindale Beach, I guess. If youâll be too tired after tonight and after your shift tomorrow, Iâll underââ
âSounds like fun,â Joe answered before she couldoffer to understand anything. Sheâd spent too much time understanding. From parents who didnât deserve any excuses to a sister who probably hadnât tried hard enough to share the stage. Even from a guy like him, who didnât have the guts to tell her the whole truth.
âAre you sure? Itâs just that I wanted to take Emma, and Iâm worried that I might need an extra pair of hands.â
âIâd be happy to go.â
âOh. Thanks.â
Lindsay needed him, after all, as a friend. She deserved to have someone on her side for once, at least until she became confident enough to challenge her parentsâ belief that she wouldnât make a good guardian. He shouldnât get closer to her. It was a risk, and he had enough of those at work with him clearly being off his game. But