have been talking about someone else entirelyâor recounting a story he had heard. She could only imagine with horror how it had felt to be in that situation. To be trapped in that small, dark boat, bobbing on the expanse of the ocean in the middle of the night, with a group of pirates who were all out of control and even more dangerous as a result.
And the last memory he would have had of her was of the angry, lying words, she had flung at him before he had left for the Troy .
âThey were arguing amongst themselves. Some of them wanted to use me as a hostageâto try and get a ransom out of the company at least.â
With an effort Penny tried to raise her glass to her lips.Perhaps a taste of wine might calm her nerves, reduce the sense of revulsion she felt at the thought of Zarek being trapped in that situation. But her hand was shaking even more, so that she couldnât manage it.
âAnd then when the shooting started all hell broke out.â
âOh, myââ
Zarekâs head swung round as Penny finally lost her grip on her feelings and slammed down her drink on the nearest window sill, crashing it against the window.
âPenny?â
âThey saidâ¦â
Her throat closed over the words, refusing to let them out, and her eyes were wild as she looked into his dark gaze. Swallowing hard, she tried again.
âThey saidâhe saidâthat he p-putââ
It was unbearable to think of the words, let alone say them. And even with Zarek standing there before her, whole and safe, making a lie of the pirate leaderâs claim, she still found the idea too horrific to contemplate.
âHe said that he put a bullet in youâyour head.â
Burning tears were swirling in her eyes, blurring her vision, but she recognised rather than saw the now-familiar gesture as he rubbed at the scar once more. And the thought of how he had come by it made her dig her teeth in hard to her lower lip to hold back the moan of distress that almost escaped her.
âThen he gave himself rather too much credit.â Zarekâs voice seemed to come from a long way away. âAnd exaggerated his success. He might have planned to do that but the truth is that he missed. His aim was off. The bullet grazed my head and knocked me flyingâout of the boat and into the sea. Penny?â
His question was sharp, urgent, his tone changing completely. And suddenly he was right beside her, having movedup close, his powerful body almost touching hers as he stared down into her face. And when Penny ducked her head to dodge that searing, probing gaze, he dumped his wine glass down beside hers and put a strong warm hand under her chin, lifting her face towards his.
âWhatâs this?â
It was impossible to resist his control as he turned her face to the left, into the light, and she could sense the frown that drew his dark straight brows sharply together.
âWhatâs this?â he demanded again, his voice rougher now and his accent deepening on the hard-toned question. âTears?â
Penny fought to twist her chin away from his forceful hold, to hide her betraying expression. But finding she wasnât strong enough, instead she lifted a shaking hand to dash roughly at her eyes, brushing the moisture from her lashes.
âYes, tears,â she flung at him furiously, determined to face it out now.
Of course he hadnât expected tears. They had never had that sort of a marriageâat least not in Zarekâs mind. And the bitterness of that bit so deep that she was almost out of her head with the agony.
âAnd whatâs so shocking about that, hmm? What did you expect? Laughter? Three cheers?â
âYou would have cared?â He actually sounded stunned.
âOf course I would have cared! And not just âcaredâ in the past but still care now! I might not want to be married to you any more, but I sure as hell would never, ever have wished
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