start thinking about what youâll be wearing for the pageant. Will you be joining us, Chip?â
I turned to the pond and its shiny surface. I thought about the way Iâd looked when I peered in the water with the mud on my face. Playing around in that gunk made me feel like I belonged with Dana and Karen. Could taking part in a beauty pageant make me fit in with my family? I did promise Mama Iâd get along with Grandma, and this seemed like a good way to try.
I looked away from the water and, right into Miss Vernieâs cool blue eyes. âYes. Yes, I am joining.â
The way her eyes softened felt like a hug. âAll right, then,â she said. âTomorrowâs the deadline. Weâll go into town, sign you up, and look for some dresses too.â
We walked down Miss Vernieâs driveway toward our homes. The comfortable silence weâd fallen into back in the pond was gone. We went our separate ways at the end of the driveway without saying good-bye. I frowned, anxious to come back and get rid of those wicked weeds so I could see the pond clean and clear.
Then I smiled, remembering the news I had for Mama. Wouldnât she be surprised? Charlene too. I practiced all the different ways I could deliver my announcement. I was joining the pageant. I would be part of their summer project. This tomboy was going to be like them. That bubble inside me grew a lot bigger just thinking about it.
chapter eight
âB RENDA, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ? Y OU MISSED SUPPER,â Grandma scolded as I walked into the dining room. âAnd youâre filthy again.â She was standing in front of the table, serving a peach pie and wrinkling her nose. She held the knife in the air, waiting for my answer.
âI was at school,â I mumbled, rocking back on my dirty Keds. My heart was practically bursting to share my news. Would Mama clap? I was sure sheâd jump up and hug me.
âSchool? Itâs July,â Charlene said. She poked a fork at her uneaten slice of pie.
âItâs charm school,â I whispered, warming up to deliver the big news.
âCharm school?â Mama asked, scrunching her eyebrows together. âWhere?â
âJust down the street. Miss Vernieâs School of Charm.â I toyed with my bracelet.
âWhat are you doing in charm school?â Charlene asked while Mama gave me a funny look.
I blinked a few times. This wasnât going like Iâd planned. âLearning stuff. Like, stuff for a pageant.â I shrugged, and my skin felt itchy. âMaybe.â I coughed.
âThe pageant? We talked about this, Chip.â Charlene sounded angry, and she pushed her plate away.
Mama sat up and cocked her head. âYouâre joining the pageant? A beauty pageant? You donât even like to go to Charleneâs pageants.â A little laugh slipped out and my heart fell. âAre you pulling my leg?â she asked, narrowing one eye at me.
Even Ruthie laughed. âYouâre so funny, Chip.â
That bubble inside me popped, and my insides felt like a big empty tub. Why were they laughing? I looked down at my feet and sucked in a breath before a little sob snuck out. âI said maybe. Iâm not sure.â
âMiss Vernie?â Grandma set down the pie dish. âI didnât know she was still running that school.â
âReally? But youâre neighbors,â I said.
âKeeps to herself. But I knew her long ago. She was in the Miss North Carolina pageant in 1939. The year I won.â Grandma frowned, her bottom lip sticking out, and shook her head. âAnyone interested in joining a pageant should be learning from me, not Miss Vernie. I was Miss North Carolina. And sheâs gone a little daft since . . .â But her voice was overpowered by Charlene.
âWhy does Brenda get to go to a charm school? She doesnât even want to be in pageants. And just look at her!â Her chest was