from the floor, pulled it over my head, and searched for my thong. Where the hell was my thong? I checked the covers and looked beneath the bed, then raced from the room, trying to make as little sound as possible.
The place looked much the same as it had when Iâd lived there. The building had once served as a mill and was converted to lofts in the late nineties. The brick walls, wood floors, and twenty-foot ceilings, not to mention Jayâs masculine furniture, had given the place a stark look that Iâd softened with slipcovers, shaggy rugs, and window treatments after Iâd moved in.
I did not see my thong. My high heels were still lying beside the front door, where Iâd kicked them off when Iâd come through the night before; beside them lay my small evening bag. I grabbed both.
Damn, damn, damn! Where was my thong? I started for the bedroom once again, only to hear Jay shut off the shower. I did an about-face and ran on tiptoes to the front door. I turned the dead bolt, slid the chain free, and ran out.
Once I was on the sidewalk out front, it hit me: I had no cell phone to call a cab. I slipped on my stilettos and started down the sidewalk as quickly as I could. In the parking lot next to the building, I saw a woman and a young girl getting out of a car. I hurried over.
I didnât recognize the woman, but she could have been a new tenant. âExcuse me,â I said, noting her arched brows and the way she pulled her daughter closer as I neared them. âDo you happen to have a cell phone on you?â
The woman hesitated.
âMommy, is that lady a hooker?â the little girl asked.
The woman turned stricken eyes to her daughter. âWhere did you learn that word?â she demanded. âThat is not a word we use in our family.â
âIâm just a regular person,â I said, âwho needs to make a quick phone call.â
Still eyeing me dubiously, the woman reached into her purse and pulled out a cell phone. I dialed the office and prayed Mona would have arrived by now. She picked up on the second ring. âItâs me,â I said. âI donât have time to explain, but Iâm outside Jayâs place. I need a cab, fast. Mr. Lewey is coming in at nine.â
For once Mona didnât question me. I gave her the address. âTell the driver to pull into the parking lot next to the building. Tell him not to leave if he doesnât see me right away. Iâll be hiding behind the building, but Iâll watch for him.â I started to hang up. âOh, one more thing,â I added quickly. âIf you can get your hands on a pair of clean underwear, Iâd appreciate it. Iâve lost mine.â But Mona had already hung up.
I heard a gasp. The woman had her hands pressed against her daughterâs ears. âThis is a respectable neighborhood,â she hissed.
âItâs not what you think,â I said.
She yanked the phone from my hand and all but dragged her daughter away as quickly as possible.
I hid behind the building, hoping and praying the cab would arrive quickly. I should never have gone to Jayâs place to begin with. I was a weak woman, an embarrassment to women everywhere. All Jayâd had to do was nuzzle the back of my neck, and Iâd been a goner. I covered my eyes, but it didnât block the memory of me pulling off my thong and dangling it in his face.
Iâd lost control. I recalled tugging the front of his shirt from his jeans. Thereâd been no stopping me. Not that Jay had tried. Weâd barely made it to the bedroom before he had me out of my dress. Our lips had remained fused together, even as heâd hovered over me, as he sank into me, and Iâd felt my body shiver and my liver quiver at the fierce pleasure. Our lovemaking had been fast and furious, two people answering a desperate mutual need. Nothing else mattered.
It wasnât until later, when weâd made love a