hug of heavy cologne. âIâm so very grateful for your friendship with my brother,â he said. âYou and your daughter, you both meant so much to him. You mustnât ever blame yourselves for what happened. None of us should.â
âItâs true, Rita,â Linda said, her brow rippled. âGabe and I have been talking about dear Victor. Inner demons can get anyone, including those of us with strong faith and love.â
âHe never seemed depressed to me,â I said, tentatively. Who was I to say? Me, who hadnât finished reading all the brochures from Celiaâs school counselor. Me, the mom totally okay with mopey fairy drawings. I vowed to pay more attention to everyone I loved.
âHe hid his depression well.â Gabe stared into his coffee cup. âIâm afraid that he rarely confided in anyone. I wish more than anything that heâd said something last night. With the fight, I was so edgy that I took a sleeping pill and went straight to bed. I didnât remember to check my front door, as you know.â He managed a slight smile.
I blushed and apologized, which he waved off.
âYou did the right thing,â he said, stirring a black abyss of coffee. âI do blame myself. I know I shouldnât. But if I hadnât let Broomer in last night and let the argument get heated, Vic might not have gotten so upset. I blame the dead too. All my brother did lately was talk about spirits. Itâs not healthy.â
Murder wasnât healthy either. Could I bring up Floriâs and my doubts to a freshly grieving relative? Manners would say that I shouldnât say anything. As Flori says, however, good manners wonât dig out the truth.
I tried an indirect approach. âThat Broomer guy, he scared me. Why is he so angry? Is it all about the fence line?â
Gabe frowned. âI donât like to say bad things about Âpeople, but heâs trying to steal from me and Vic. Our fence has been there for decades. The exact date is right on the property records down at the assessorâs office. Broomer, he says he owns the land nearly four feet into our backyard. Says he has a new survey.â
Linda murmured about newcomers ruining Santa Fe. âThe pushy kind, I mean,â she specified for my sake. âNot nice Âpeople like you, Rita.â
âExactly,â Gabe said. âBroomer was pushy. And he has no respect for history, whatâs already here. He got all furious last night, but I told him, âIâm protecting that land. Victor has his garden there. You canât bust that up.â We were going to get another survey. Iâll have to get at that too. Victorâs garden is more precious than ever now.â
Linda sniffled into a napkin. Everything of Victorâs was precious now. I ached at the thought of Broomer and his bulldozer razing the pretty winding paths of pebble mosaics and cozy sitting areas watched over by Victorâs painted saints. I had a favorite bench there, one carved from huge cottonwood logs. It offered views of a busy hummingbird feeder and the burbling stream, and was the perfect place for an afternoon cup of tea.
âHas Broomer seen the garden?â I asked. Surely any reasonable person wouldnât harm something so pretty. Or maybe not so surely. All sorts of gorgeous places fell to chain stores and parking lots, even in Santa Fe with its zealous historical protection groups.
Gabe clutched his coffee cup, his knuckles whitening. âYeah. Heâs seen it. He says heâs putting in a Zen pagoda in his garden and needs those extra few feet to get the proper dimensions.â
My mouth fell open. I imagined Zen as peaceful and, well, Zenlike, not bulldozing and threatening.
Linda patted Gabeâs hand, seemingly also at a loss for words.
âWeâll get through it,â Gabe said sadly, then corrected himself. âIâll get through it.â
A n hour later I