uncomfortably in her throat. For her? Who could it be? She mentally scanned the few possibilities. She had told the school, of course, in case her replacement teacher had questions. And her mother, on the off chance that she and Husband Number Four would worry.
And Ed.
But Ed wouldnât call. Would he? She had left a curt sentence on his answering machine. Iâm going to stay with my uncle for a while. And then, almost an afterthought. I know youâll be gone by the time I get back. Have a nice life.
So it couldnât be Ed. He was officially off the hook, and heâd probably take the fastest jet he could find to California, thanking his lucky stars she hadnât made a scene. Of course, someday they would have to talk. She didnât want any money from him, but stillâ¦someday there would be issues of what to tell the baby. And would Ed want to know when the baby was born? Would he want information, pictures, visits⦠rights?
She knew she had taken the cowardâs way out, leaving that message. Perhaps in their future lay unpleasant negotiations with lawyers, difficult conversations with their families, wrenching decisions about a thousand little things. But not yet. Please. She wasnât ready yet.
She must have looked frozen, because Ward frowned, tilted his head and gave her a quick, assessing glance. Then, before she could will her hand to reach out, he brought the telephone back to his own ear.
âSarahâs not available,â he said in a voice of gruff authority. âI said sheâs not available. If youâd like, Iâll take a message.â
He listened a minute, muttered another syllable or two, then pressed the disconnect button and lay the phone facedown on the end table.
âThat was Ed,â he said casually, his gaze on the chessboard. âHe still sounds constipated. Your move.â
Obediently Sarah studied the pieces, but she couldnât help smiling. Oh, how she loved this tough and wonderful old man! She could just picture Ed right now, staring in outraged disbelief at the dead receiver. He wasnât accustomed to being thwarted. He liked being the bossâat work, and, she realized now, even at home with her.
In a twisted way, he probably would actually have enjoyed fatherhood. All that power, all that sheer physical superiority.
She shuddered slightly, thinking of it. She stared down at her doomed queen and came to a decision.
âYou know, it may be inevitable, but I donât feellike surrendering tonight.â She looked up and gave her uncle a crooked smile. âLetâs finish this tomorrow.â
He leaned back in his chair, stretching so broadly it made the old wood and leather creak. âGood idea. I think we both could use some fresh air,â he said. âFeel like taking a walk around the lake?â
She darted a glance at the windows. âItâs still snowing, isnât it? Wonât it be awfully cold?â
Ward laughed as he headed across the room, making for the hallway, where the coats and hats were kept. âOf course itâs cold, Short Stuff. Thatâs the point, isnât it? Otherwise youâd be back in Florida, working on your suntan and bickering with your boyfriend.â
He was right, of course. The minute they stepped outside, she knew it. Here was a new world, a world of such mysterious beauty that Ed and his temper immediately faded to total insignificance. Even her pregnancy seemed merely a simple, uncomplicated truth, one small detail in the huge, unstoppable rhythms of nature. She couldnât worry. She couldnât plan. She could suddenly do nothing but admire this amazing, magnificent landscape.
With a strange sense of excitement, she curled her fingers inside the cashmere-lined gloves her uncle had loaned her. âI love it,â she said, tucking her arm through his. âAnd I love you. â
He made a low growl in his throat. She had violated one of his