my hands and kissed him deeply with so much passion I thought maybe we would set the barn on fire. He picked me up and gently laid me down on the blanket while still kissing me. He only stopped kissing me for a second to help me pull off my nightie and to slide his pajama bottoms off.
When he slowly entered me I almost came instantly. He felt so good, so right, we fit together perfectly. Even though I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him he made love to me nice and slow making sure I had several orgasms before he let himself become fully immersed in the pleasure. When he finally began riding me fast and hard holding me tightly against him I couldn’t help but sink my nails deep into his back. He called out my name as we came together looking deeply in each other’s eyes. We stayed entwined that way for quite a while neither one of us able to speak. We didn’t need any words anyway. Eventually he came to lie beside me holding me tightly against him, stroking my hair and kissing my neck sweetly.
“You’re amazing, my love,” he spoke softly sending goose bumps to rise all over my flesh. “Aww, you’re cold.”
“Oh no those aren’t from the temperature,” I joked and he chuckled lightly.
I smiled and closed my eyes briefly letting myself relax and taking in this wonderful moment.
“Eden…Eden wake up,” I heard a voice say in the distance. Calling me out of my delightful slumber and honestly if this was all just a dream I didn’t want to wake up. “Eden, my love, you have to wake up it’s almost dawn,” he said as he covered my face with kisses coaxing me out of the darkness with his love. I opened my eyes to meet his and my heart instantly started to pound.
“Jesse,” I smiled.
“Yes, baby. I’m still here,” he said. He pulled me even closer to him. Now I never wanted to get up I thought closing my eyes again. “Oh no no no my little sleepy head, it’s time for you to get up and head back to the RV before Cain gets up for the day.”
At the mention of Cain’s name I instantly sat up and began searching our secret hideaway for my slippers and nightie. He quietly handed me my things and then quickly pulled on his pajama bottoms and slipped on his sandals as he smirked at me.
“Thanks,” I said. I got dressed and felt a sudden emptiness settle over me because I was no longer in his arms. He must have felt it to because he grabbed me up and held me against him kissing the top of my head.
“Oh, Eden. My beautiful, Eden. There are no words that I can say to express how I feel for you.”
“I feel the same,” I said snuggling closer to his chest so I could breathe in his scent one last time knowing we would be saying good bye soon.
“Say you’ll meet me here again, please. I need you.”
“I will, I promise.”
“When?” he begged. I knew what he was feeling, the need for us to be together constantly but having the knowledge that that was impossible and we had to be careful.
“Let’s give it a couple of days and then meet here around the same time,” I said. I pulled away from him so I could smile up into his eyes. “Just do me a favor, ok?”
“Anything for you, my dear,” he said quickly kissing me.
“Don’t sneak up behind me anymore. One day you’re going to get seriously hurt doing that shit.”
Chapter 23
And so it went. For a few weeks every few days Jesse and I would sneak off in the middle of the night to enjoy each other. Our moments together were special and passionate even though they were wrong. Sometimes what is wrong and what is right often becomes blurred when dealing with matters of the heart.
Around the others we tried to keep our distance. It still ate me up inside to see him with Carrie. I often wondered if he felt the same way when he saw Cain and I together. I figured probably not because Cain wasn’t the most affectionate person. I guess I should have felt guilty but when something feels that right I just couldn’t. Unless I saw him