canât,â he said, turning to look out the window. âWe havenât a chance.â
He watched the city speed past, blurring into rolling green countryside. There was so much to take in from what Fenrir had said that his mind was as confused as the view through the window, shooting from one rapid thought to another. My mum was dead. My mum is not dead. My mum is a half god called Hel. My mum is a stolen baby called Rhona. Fenrir wonât help. Loki has won. Loki canât win. Loki must be stopped. But we canât stop him. Weâll never stop him. Thereâs no one who can help us now. Thereâs no one whoâll believe us. Loki will win. Lokiâs my ⦠in a weird way, Lokiâs my grandfather.
Arthur had never known anything about his motherâs parents. All through his childhood heâd often visited his grandparents on Joeâs side of the family â and still did. But Rhonaâs extended family had been a constant mystery. He and Joe knew that Rhona always became uncomfortable when they broached the subject and so they never really talked about it. When Arthur had asked his dad about them, Joe had explained that there hadnât even been any of her relations at their wedding. Any time Joe had ever pushed her about her family, she had just simply shut down, staring into the middle distance with glassy eyes. She didnât want to talk about it â that much was clear â and Joe, assuming that sheâd had a traumatic childhood, eventually stopped asking. Now Arthur knew why sheâd been so reticent. She would hardly have wanted to admit that she couldnât remember her family at all, or maybe a part of her mind was simply trained not to think of them.
The light in the sky was dimming, turning a gradient of oranges and reds. He looked down at the ribbon around his right wrist. Fenrir had called it âGleipnirâ. A creation of great power and dark magic, designed never to be destroyed or broken. The one thing that had kept Hel at bay all those years, the one thing that could hold the Fenris Wolf, the one thing that had done damage to Hel before. For the past year, heâd worn it around his own wrist, not realising what a great gift it was. Could it help her again, he wondered, touching the soft silk.
âHow are you feeling?â Ash, who was sitting beside him, asked softly. Ellie was squeezed at the far side of her, staring at a GPS map on her iPad, while Eirik was in the front with Ex, gazing with wonder at the vehicles speeding along the motorway.
âI wonât lie. Iâve been better,â said Arthur.
She reached over and took his hand away from the ribbon, intertwining her fingers through his to give it a reassuring squeeze. She held onto his hand as she spoke.
âI donât know what to say, Arthur.â
âYou donât have to say anything.â
âBut I want to.â A single tear rolled down her cheek as she looked at him. She wanted to say something to comfort him, to put his mind at ease. Sheâd like to tell him that she was sure theyâd stop Loki or that his mother would overpower the Hel part of her. She desperately wanted to whisper to him that, no matter what happened tonight, sheâd be there for him because she cared for him. A lot. But none of the words would come. Instead, she told him a story.
âBefore I started school,â she began, speaking in a low voice so that none of the others would hear her, âwe lived next door to this girl called Clare Pond. Clare was my age and we were best friends from the time we could walk. Anyway, Clareâs dad was a teacher in some posh private school so when we were old enough, she went there and I went to Belmont. After that, Clare didnât talk to me any more, especially when she was with her new friends. I could hear them laughing at me when they thought I couldnât. I was hurt and surprised and didnât understand what