too.â And I know she means it, truly, though sheâs also distracted.
My life in a nutshell.
âOkay.â I sigh, knowing that the sound wonât be audible over the noise on Addison as a Cubs game begins.
âHow are your classes?â
I nod. Class, just one class, I want to say. I told her this, but . . . âItâs great. Iâm loving my French prof and Iâm learninga ton.â
âIâm so glad.â Her voice almost sounds wistful, and Iâm not sure what to do with that. âIâm still hoping your dad and I can come out to visit but the summer is crazy busy and . . .â
I know. And she knows I know. And she feels bad that I feel bad and thereâs nothing we need to say.
âI have a great roommate,â I tell her, even though usually in the conversation, this would be the point where Iâd let her go. âHer name is Alice and sheâs from Hyde Park.â
âThatâs fabulous. Well, then even if we donât make it to visit, weâll at least meet her in Chicago. Maybe you can convince her to go to a Cubs game and sheâll take you to a Sox game.â
Itâs all about baseball. As well as my mom knows me, she still canât hear the different neighborhoods in the city without translating them into fan teams.
But Iâll take a Cubs game and a Sox game if that means Iâve convinced Alice I was being an ass and sheâs forgiven me.
âI love you,â I say, and she repeats my words back to me and hangs up. Even if I were in Chicago, I wouldnât be with her right now. But I donât think I quite realized how much Iâd miss that.
I finally find myself at Tea and Sympathy in the late afternoon, a small teahouse on an out-of-the-way street off thedowntown strip. With painted mugs and knitted tea cozies, it screams the perfect place to disappear into. Because in six days, Iâve managed to piss off my roommate, who I love, and my study partner, who I . . . who I . . .
Who is Zeke to me?
Apart from the boy Iâve pissed off.
As I sip my tea, the herbs begin to relax the knots between my shoulder blades. I pick up the French novel Iâm supposed to be puzzling through, but for once, the words do little to comfort me.
âYouâre welcome to join us if youâd like.â I startle at the hand on my shoulder, almost knocking my teacup off the table.
âCrap,â I mutter, making a grab for the table to settle it.
âIâm sorry,â says a woman with bright red hair in a thick braid down her back. Sheâs wearing overalls and a tie-dye shirt that seems to work quite well with her hair.
âIâm good.â I smile.
âIâm teaching a graphic arts technique in the corner over there,â she says, pointing to a group of tables that have been pushed together to form a large clutter of table space, âand itâs free. So if you want . . .â
âI suck at art.â I shrug.
âHa! Thatâs exactly what every single person said before they joined us. This is actually using words and quotes tomake art. Iâm Rebecca, by the way.â
Words. Quotes. My favorite things.
But sheâs probably a religious freak, or she wants me to come live on her commune, where they grow pot and have massive orgies.
Except the other people look remarkably normal.
âThereâs no catch,â she calls over her shoulder as she makes her way back to the group. âIâm in art school, and this helps me develop my teaching projects. Today weâre making mugs with quotes on them. The store is providing us with the mugs at cost so itâs only two bucks a mug. Or you could just hang out and learn the technique and then itâs free.â
I stare at the group. Four women and two men, all somewhere near college age. Whatâs the worstâ
âHey, Abby, mind if I join you?â
I apparently chose the most popular cafe in Merritt.