Estelle, Edesa, Jodi Baxter . . . someone. Pray about it together. Iâll be praying about it too.â
âIâd like that.â I stood up to go. âThanks again, Mabel.â
âOhâand one more thing.â
Now I laughed aloud.
âOkay, okay, never mind.â She waved me off and turned to her computer, pretending to work.
âMabel! What?â
She whirled her desk chair to face me. âYour Paul seems to get along well with the kids here. The last few weeks before school starts are likely to be nuts around here, since city summer camps are over and we donât really have any activities for the kids going on. Do you think heâd want to volunteer a few days a week? During the time youâre here? Just play with the kids, be a big brother. We could give him a volunteer T-shirt.â
My feet wanted to dance. â Yes! I mean, Iâll have to ask him. No, better yet, you ask him. Make it official. Give me ten minutes to disappear, though. Donât want him to think it was my idea.â I darted out the doorâand two seconds later poked my head back in. âOh, one more thing,â I snickered. âHe already has a T-shirt. You gave one to both boys the first time they visited.â
Still grinning, I slipped through the multipurpose room and down the stairs without Paul noticing me. Iâd been worried about finding something for the boys to do until school started, even with my shortened hours. But look at God! Heâd answered my prayer before Iâd even prayed about it.
âYeah,â I overhead Paul telling P.J. in the backseat as we headed for Foster Avenue Beach later that afternoon. âMs. Turner asked if Iâd be a volunteer at the shelter, helping out with the little kids. She gave me another T-shirt since Iâve worn that other one a lot. Iâm supposed to wear it so the kids know Iâm the boss.â
âHa!â P.J. snorted. âDid you tell her you used the first one to clean your bicycle after you greased the wheels?â
I stifled a laugh and stayed out of it. Younger brothers always lived in their older siblingsâ shadows. But Mabelâs volunteer job offer had definitely raised Paulâs status. His big brother couldnât tease him for âplaying with the little kidsâ if it was a job .
Foster Avenue Beach was within sight of Richmond Towers, but the boys had already been there a few times earlier in the summer, and this is where theyâd swim when they were with their dad, so familiarity and consistency had points in their favor. I spread my beach towel so my back was to the row of luxury high-rises in the distance. P.J. and Paul were both good swimmers and the beach had several lifeguards on duty, so I let my mind and body relax, watching the boys dash for the shoreline.
It didnât get much better than this . . . except for the hole in my heart. But I stuffed Philipâs rejection underneath the pleasure of the moment, smothering the nagging pain with the warmth of the sun on my skin, the breeze running gentle fingers through my tangled curls, and the sheer joy of watching P.J. and Paul cavort in the water.
And the long envelope from Putnam, Fields, and Pederson that was in the mailbox when Paul and I got home from the shelter the next day definitely buoyed my spirits. A check for two hundred thousand dollars, my share of my motherâs term life insurance policy.
I turned right around and drove to the little branch bank near Manna House where Iâd opened a new account and put it all in my checking account. For now. And then I walked a few yards to the Emerald City Coffee Shop underneath the Sheridan El Station, ordered the Kona Mochaâmaxi-sizeâand two of their to-die-for buttery pumpkin cookies, settled back on one of their cushiony couches near the front window . . . and started to cry with sheer thankfulness.
âMom!â Paul accosted me just as I was
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