fitted out properly,â said grandmother. âHe shall not need to buy clothes for her, of that I shall make sure. And Irene Fraser shall have no chance to comment. I suppose he has some kind of a hovel to live in or he would not have sent for her. Did anyone ever tell you, Victoria, that it is not proper to butter your whole slice of bread at once? And do you think it would be possible, just for a change, to get through a meal without letting your napkin slip off your knee continually?â
Jane dreaded meal-times more than ever. Her preoccupation made her awkward and grandmother pounced on everything. She wished she need never come to the table, but, unluckily, one cannot live without eating a little. Jane ate very little. She had no appetite and grew noticeably thinner. She could not put any heart into her studies and she barely made the Senior Third, while Phyllis passed with honors.
âAs was to be expected,â said grandmother.
Jody tried to comfort her.
âAfter all, it wonât be so long. Only three months, Jane.â
Three months of absence from a beloved mother and three monthsâ presence with a detested father seemed like an eternity to Jane.
âYouâll write me, Jane? And Iâll write you if I can get any postage stamps. Iâve got ten cents nowâ¦that Mr. Ransome gave me. That will pay for three stamps anyhow.â
Then Jane told Jody a heart-breaking thing.
âIâll write you often, Jody. But I can write mother only once a month. And Iâm never to mention him.â
âDid your mother tell you that?â
âNo, oh, no! It was grandmother. As if Iâd want to mention him .â
âI hunted up P. E. Island on the map,â said Jody, her dark velvet-brown eyes full of sympathy. âThereâs such an awful lot of water round it. Ainât you afraid of falling over the edge?â
âI donât believe Iâd mind if I did,â said Jane dismally.
CHAPTER 11
Jane was to go to the Island with Mr. and Mrs. Stanley, who were going down to visit a married daughter. Somehow Jane lived through the last days. She was determined she would not make any fuss because that would be hard on mother. There were no more good-night confidences and caressingsâ¦no more little tender, loving words spoken at special moments. But Jane, somehow, knew the two reasons for this. Mother could not bear it, for one thing, and, for another, grandmother was resolved not to permit it. But on Janeâs last night at 60 Gay, mother did slip in when grandmother was occupied by callers below.
âMotherâ¦mother!â
âDarling, be brave. After all, it is only three months and the Island is a lovely spot. You mayâ¦if Iâd knownâ¦once Iâ¦oh, it doesnât matter now. Nothing matters. Darling, thereâs one thing I must ask you to promise. You are never to mention me to your father.â
âI wonât,â choked Jane. It was an easy promise. She couldnât imagine herself talking to him about mother.
âHe will like you better ifâ¦ifâ¦he thinks you donât love me too much,â whispered mother. Down went her white lids over her blue eyes. But Jane had seen the look. She felt as if her heart was bursting.
The sky at sunrise was blood-red, but it soon darkened into sullen gray. At noon a drizzle set in. âI think the weather is sorry at your going away,â said Jody. âOh, Jane, Iâll miss you so. Andâ¦I donât know if Iâll be here when you come back. Miss West says sheâs going to put me in an orphanage, and I donât want to be put in an orphanage, Jane. Hereâs the pretty shell Miss Ames brought from the West Indies for me. Itâs the only pretty thing I have. I want you to have it because if I go to the orphanage I sâpose theyâll take it away from me.â
The train left for Montreal at eleven that night and Frank took Jane and her