fingers through his hair, dividing it into dark strings. âThe day he left they were fighting about that jacket. My mom told him he had no right blowing $400 on a jacket like that, and he told her he needed something to protect his back âcause she was always all over him, weighing him down so bad he could hardly move. So my mom said, âIf thatâs how you feel about Troy and me, why donât you just back yourself right out the door?â And he said, âIâm out of here. But Iâm taking the kid.ââ
It seemed to Jack as if even the wind got quiet. âSo what happened?â he asked.
Troy stared into the fire. âMy mom pulled out a kitchen knife. She told him that if he wanted me, heâd have to get by her first. She said nothing in the whole world was as important to her as I was. So he left. Iâve never seen him since.â
âHow old were you?â It was Ashley, her voice only a murmur.
âMe? I donât know.â He counted back, a faraway look in his eyes.
âI guess I was sevâno, almost eight.â
Jackâs thoughts recoiled at the image of a seven-year-old boy watching his mom threaten his dad with a knife. Heâd never experienced anything remotely like what Troy had just described. Ashley shouldnât be hearing stories like theseâshe didnât need to have her mind rubbed into that kind of ugliness. It was time to close her off from Troy.
âHey, guys, itâs getting late.â Jack rubbed the back of his neck, hardly feeling the sensation because heâd grown so cold. âAshley, you need to go to sleep. If searchers donât find us tonight, weâll have to get up at dawn and start down the hill.â
He sounded bossy even to himself, but for some reason Jack couldnât shut it off. âTry to get your feet next to the flames so they wonât freeze, but not so close that you might roll in. And pull the string of your hood as tight as it will go.â
Troy hunkered himself up. The light caught on the zippers of the bomber jacket and made them shine with a diamond hardness. Narrowing his eyes, he said, âWait a minute. I was talkinâ here. You know, your sisterâs right, manâyouâre a real dictator. What gives you the right?â
The question took Jack by surprise; he felt the heat rise to his cheeks as he stumbled for an answer. âBecauseâIâmâ¦older.â
Ashley was staring at him, he could feel it, but he didnât pull his eyes off Troyâs.
âNot older than me. Iâve got a whole year on you that says Ashley can stay up as long as she wants.â
Jack swallowed. âNo, she canât. Iâm in charge. Not you.â
âYouâreâinâcharge?â Troy drew out the words. âWhy? Just âcause you donât like me and you donât like hearing about my life? I saw the way your face got all twisted when I was talking about my dad. You think Iâm stupid?â
âYou really want me to answer that?â It was a risky thing to say, but Jack was sick of Troyâs tough attitude.
Rising to his feet, Troy took a step. âOh, so you think youâre better than me, right? You think since you got two parents and a houseâyou can get over on me âcause you think me and my mom are just trailer trash. Is that it?â
âGive me a break,â Jack said hotly. âIf I donât like you itâs because youâre a jerk. You blow off me and Ashleyâin fact, my whole family! You do whatever you want even if itâs wrongââ
âWrong? Iâve been wrong?â Troyâs voice shot up.
âYeah.â Now Jack jumped to his feet and stood, poker straight. âyou take off after a wolf and get us all in trouble.â
âJackââ Ashley tried to break in, but he waved her off. The battle was between him and Troy. âMy parents are probably