freaking out right nowââ
Troy sliced the air with his hand. âNo one said you had to come with me.â
âRight. I let you go, and you find a highway and hitch a ride backââ
âSo?â
âSo what about my folks? Theyâre responsible for youââ
âOh, man, more of that responsibility crap! So someone in Social Services gets a little ticked and your parents get their hands slappedâI donât care. I was trying to save the wolfâs life! Besides, I got bigger problems,â Troy raged.
âWhy is it your problem? You didnât shoot that wolf!â
âItâs not the wolf! Doesnât anybody get it? Myâmomâisâgone!â His hand made a fist.
Jack noticed but it didnât matter. He lifted his chin; Troy did the same. The hair prickled on Jackâs head as he waited for the next words, the next move.
âTroyâ¦what happened with your momâ¦itâs not Jackâs fault.â Ashleyâs voice, steady and calm, worked its way between them. âItâs not my fault, and itâs not my momâs or dadâsâitâs not anybodyâs fault. It just happened. And Troy, itâs not your fault.â
The last words seemed to hit Troy right in the gut. A gust of air escaped his lips. The wind blew colder, but he stood rigid, not wanting to make the first move. Slowly, his fist drifted to his side. âIâI didnâtâ¦â He couldnât finish. Just then, an eerie howl split the night air, lonesome and empty as a train song. Less than 15 feet away a dark shape darted through the trees, melting into one shadow, then another. A rustling, and then a streak of black. The campfire cast enough light for Jack to see two gold-green eyes reflecting in the darkness.
âTroyâJack,â Ashley breathed. âLook! Look at Silver!â
The wolfâs head had raised almost six inches from the earth, hovering for a moment, straining toward the shape beyond, before sinking back into the ground.
âOver there,â Jack whispered, pointing to a cluster of fir trees. âI bet itâs Silverâs mate. That must have been what you saw before, Ashley. She was out there all along, just watching him.â
âYou think so?â Ashley asked softly.
âYeahâremember how there were two of them this morning? Wolves stay together for life. I bet sheâs going to watch over him all night.â
âHang tough, Silver,â Troy murmured. âSheâs with you now. Youâre gonna make it. Just hang in there, boy.â
He couldnât explain how it happened, but suddenly Jack realized that the wolf and Troy and Troyâs mother had all meshed together somehow, and each piece told something about the other, just like Ashleyâs story. No wonder Troy had gone after the wolf. Troy had lived through violent times, same as Silver. Both had been wounded. Maybe it was just by a thread, but the two of them were hanging on.
Another thought worked its way through Jackâs mind while they stood, straining to see in the darkness. There was no way Jack could have made it if heâd lived the life Troy had. And if heâd survived, he knew he would have come out of it as prickly as Troy. Maybe, Jack thought with a start, he might have turned out worse. Pulling his jacket tighter, he wondered if this was the reason his dad had decided to bring new people into their cozy world.
The wolf howled again.
âWill she hurt us?â Ashley asked.
âNah. We just need to stay together.â He hesitated, started to speak, stopped, then started again. âCome on, Troy.â
Troyâs eyes slid onto Jackâs, wary.
âItâs OK. Weâll be safe by the fire.â
Troy looked at Jack for what felt like a long time. âI need to watch Silver,â he said. âI gotta make sure he doesnât get too cold.â
âIâll keep