program at Montana State.â
He eyed her skeptically. âSweetheart, while I fully understand a young personâs yen for adventure, are you really certain this is the career direction you wish to take?â
âYes,â she insisted. Her work with the wolves had given her a feeling of purpose sheâd never known before. âIâve never been more certain of anything. You have no idea what itâs like to be out there in the wild. Wolves are unlike any other beings, Gramps. Theyâre affectionate, monogamous in their mating, and will die to protect their pack. They even mourn the loss of their loved ones. In some ways, I almost think theyâre superior to us.â
âWe appreciate your passion, Haley,â Grams interjected. âBut perhaps you could work with wild animals in a more practical setting? How about in a zoo? They hire veterinarians, donât they? All those creatures need care, and San Diego has a lovely zoo.â
âBut theyâre captive, Grams, donât you see? Sure, they get food and medical care, but so do people in prison. Itâs a miserable life for them. How could I ever be part of that?â
âBut you could have a normal life,â her grandmother suggested with a look of concern.
âItâs my life, isnât it? Shouldnât I be allowed to decide? And whatâs normal anyway, Grams? Maybe the wilderness is not what you would want, but living close to nature is normal for thousands of people.â
âYou want to be one of them? With no electricity? No plumbing?â Gramps shook his head. âWhy on earth would anyone want to go back to the Stone Age?â
âMaybe technology hasnât advanced society as much as you think it has. Our lives are so rushed that no one takes time out to care about anything or anyone anymore. Thatâs what impressed me most about the wolves, how they look after one another.â
âSo youâre saying you want to give up your car, laptop, and iPhone?â Gramps asked. âAll for the betterment of society, of course.â
Haley flushed. âThatâs not fair, Gramps. You know I need those things. How can I finish school otherwise?â
âBut sweetheart, you just saidâ¦â
âYouâre missing my whole point!â
âThen maybe you can explain it to me a little better?â
Haley exhaled a big sigh. âIâm just saying I want to make a positive impact in the world.â
âThatâs admirable, Haley,â Grams interjected. âBut perhaps you should take some time to think all this through. There are many careers that could give you a similar feeling of satisfaction. How about something in medicine? Nurses make a difference every day.â
âThe universities are full of nursing students,â Haley argued. âBut how many people are fighting to save the environment? Our wildlife? You canât even begin to understand the magnitude of the issues until youâve seen them with your own eyes. Thatâs why weâre making a documentaryâto show the world whatâs really happening.â
âHaley,â her grandpa began, âyou know we love you and have always encouraged you to follow your dreams, but this timeââ
She shook her head. âI love you too, Gramps, and know you only want the best for me, but Iâm not a child anymore. This is what I want for my life. Youâll see. Itâs not a mistake. Iâll make you proud. I promise.â
On that note, Haley hauled her gear to her bedroom and began unpacking. She was home at last, but felt almost as if she was a stranger in the house sheâd grown up in.
She opened her closet to find Reidâs jacket still hanging there. She was suddenly reminded of his Christmas Eve phone call, almost four months ago. He hadnât called her since. She wondered if heâd finally given up. She pulled the jacket from the hanger,
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