hurt like hell when sheâd dumped him, he was over it now. Over her . Utterly and completely. He resented that his well-meaning but misguided sister had invited his ex for the Christmas Eve family gathering. Then again, he should have expected it, given that Krista had set them up to begin with. She and Tonya had been best friends forever. It was only natural that sheâd want to see them reconcile, but he had no interest whatsoever in resurrecting the dead relationship.
âIt was a mistake,â she insisted. âI realize that now. I was lonely and resentful, Reid. At least I was honest about it. I didnât cheat on you.â
âYou think I wasnât lonely?â he countered.
âBut it was your decision to leave. I had no part in it, and then you went and signed on for another four years.â
âI did it because weâre not done over there yet,â he said. âWould you turn over a half-broke colt for use on the trails?â
âOf course not. Iâd finish the job.â
âSame here. Iâm damn well going to finish what I signed on to do.â
âBut you extended your time without even discussing it with me. Of course I was angry. Did you expect me to wait forever?â
âNo. Thatâs why I bought a ring.â
âA ring?â Her brown eyes widened. She visibly swallowed. âYou did? When?â
âA few weeks before your text. I was going to surprise you on my next leave.â He shrugged. âLook, thereâs no point in rehashing it all.â
âBut I think there is. Do you have any idea what itâs like watching the news and hearing about all those guys getting blown to pieces? Thatâs what I was afraid of. You risk life and limb with every deployment. I wanted all of you, Reid, not some lesser, broken version.â
âSo youâd just scratch that line that says âin sickness and in healthâ?â
âDonât twist my meaning, Reid. Maybe I was being selfish, but I still want you. Canât we just start over?â She set down her glass of wine on the porch rail and turned to face him, running both hands up his thighs, before settling on his lap, arms twined around his neck. âIt was really good between us once, wasnât it?â
âMaybe once, but thatâs in the past now, Ton.â He lifted her back onto her feet. âYouâre the one who broke it off. Not me.â
âBut here we are, both still free, arenât we?â
He didnât answer. Yeah, technically he was free, and she was still the same Tonya, but the attraction heâd felt was gone. Dead as dirt.
She glanced at the phone in his hand. âOr was that more than just a friend ?â
âNot yet,â he replied. âBut I have hope.â
âReally?â Her lips curved into the slow, sexy smile that had once dazzled him but now had little effect. âThen so do I.â
Chapter 8
San Jacinto, California
Haley had barely dropped her duffel and backpack before her grandma folded her in a smothering hug. âSweetheart! Weâre so glad youâre finally back!â
âIâm glad to be home too, Grams, but itâs only for a couple of weeks. Iâve enrolled for the summer semester to try and make up for the nine months I spent in Alaska.â
âBut werenât you working on research while you were there?â
âYes,â she said. âAnd Iâll get some special credit for it, but I still have another year to finish my undergrad degree. The good news is Iâve just been offered a position with the Wolf Recovery Alliance. Theyâre studying wolves in all the national parks.â
âSo this is a paid position?â Gramps asked.
She pursed her lips. âWellâ¦not exactly. Itâs still voluntary, but there is a stipend. What matters is how itâll look on my CV. Iâm certain it will help get me into the masterâs
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