write later that day, sitting cross-legged on the front walk of Dickerson. âI know you remember the house where Gus and I live. Gus still has the notches in the kitchen where he used his pocketknife to cut into the wall, to show how much you grew. The notches arenât real sharp anymore, especially the ones at the bottom, because I like to run my fingers over where you used to stand. I smoothed them out pretty good.
âOther things have changed, not on the inside, but the outside. I bet if youâd come back and see it, youâd be so happy, your cheeks would ache from smiling.
âIâm having an open house a week from Friday, and I wish youâd be there.â Itâs the first time Iâve ever asked Mom straight-out to come home.
Iâm still staring down at my words, daydreaming about the pride that will wash over Momâs face as she pulls to a stop in front of our house, when Old Glory starts honking like crazy. I know itâs herâI can recognize Old Gloryâs voice as easily as I recognize Gusâs. I fold my letter up in thirds real quick and slip it into my jacket pocket.
As Irma Jean and Harold climb into the cab, I realize that Gus has filled the bed of Old Glory with cans of paint. There must be fifty of them back there, all in different shades: lavender and sage and pumpkin and lemon and scarlet and navy and dinosaur green, and thatâs only for starters. As many colors as there are in a crayon box, it looks likeâmaybe more.
âWhereâd you get all that?â I ask.
âFrom the hazardous waste disposal,â Gus says. âCan you believe they were free?â
âHazardous waste?â I say through a crinkle in my face. âIsnât that for dangerous stuff? Toxic stuff?â
âYou canât throw away wet paint,â Gus says. âSo when construction companies wind up with too much of a certain color, they drop it off at hazardous waste. The cans are ours for the taking!â
âWhat do you think youâll do with it?â Irma Jean asks.
âThe shutters,â I say, getting so excited, my insides burn. âWe can paint each shutter a different colorâthe same way the panes in the windows are all different colors! Ooohâand maybe the railingâand the porch swingâand the front doorâthe garage doorâthe mailbox!â
Gus laughs. âNow, now,â he says. âWeâll have to see how much paint we really have in all those cans first.â
We drive home as quick as Old Glory can manage. We drop off Weird Harold, whoâs anxious to get started on his own projects.
Irma Jean needs some sort of supply from Gus before she can race up her own front steps. I canât quite imagine what Gus could have that would help her with curtains, but while I wait for him to come back, I climb into Old Gloryâs bed so I can get a better look at all our paint.
Iâm picking up cans to read the names of the colors when I hear the rustle from the pocket of my jean jacketâthe letter I just wrote to Mom.
âHey, Gus,â I say, after Irma Jean goes home and he comes back out of the garage, carrying brushes and a tarp. I lean over the side of Old Gloryâs bed to hand him my letter.
He darkens right up when he realizes what Iâve given him.
In not sure why, though. Iâve been writing to Mom ever since I could hold a pencil. Since Mom sends presents for Christmas and my birthday every year, Gus must know her address. I figure even if
Iâve
never seen a return address on any of my presents, it had to have been on the boxes somewhere in order for them to get to me. So every time I write a new letter, I give it to Gus, and he says heâll take care of it. Iâve never gotten an answer from Mom, but Iâve never quit trying, either.
Every once in a while, I even send her a gift. Nothing fancyâmostly school pictures or something little, like a