Free Jana Leigh & Bryce Evans by Infiltrating the Pack (Shifter Justice)

over and grabbed the bottle of tequila then grabbed the small glass sitting on top of the cabinet.  Vander poured the clear liquid of courage into the glass and threw it back.  He didn’t let the liquid settle before he poured another glass full then tossed it back too. 
    Kane watc hed from the doorway as Vander drank the tequila.  He knew Vander had never done anything with a man before and he felt sorry for the guy.  He knew he was questioning his manhood now.  Vander wasn’t the type of man that never ventured out.  He was a straight-laced man that only had sex with a woman.  Kane knew by the feel of his touch and the feel of his pants that Vander was in the moment but moments quickly fade and reality slams into you.  Kane didn’t want that with Vander.  He knew he was his mate but Vander wasn’t a wolf and he didn’t understand how quickly the bond forms with wolves.  “I didn’t mean for that to happen, Vander.  I really didn’t but…” Kane voice was hollow as he spoke.  Vander poured another drink then quickly drank it.  He was going to step back when his leg weakened and he started to go down, Kane caught him and lifted him back up.  Vander grabbed onto Kane’s arms trying to steady himself but the alcohol and the lack of food had made him unsteady on his feet. 
    “ Hold on.  You need to sit down and eat,” Kane muttered and took the glass out of Vander’s hand and walked him over to the table and chairs sitting him down.
    Vander didn ’t speak at first.  He watched as Kane took his glass to the sink pouring the rest of the tequila out, then grabbing two glasses down from the cabinet.  Silently Kane poured sweet tea into two glasses then took two plates down and cut the lasagna into squares, placing a big pile onto two plates.  Vander watched how quiet Kane was when he worked.  He had noticed it before but now it meant so much more.  He was taking care of Vander without saying anything.
    When he turned back around, Vander could see how beautiful Kane was.  He never thought a man could be beautiful —but Kane was.  He was a strong, masculine man, and he was beautiful.  His face was clear without blemishes and his nose was long but fit his face well , Vander thought.  His hands were gigantic.  His hair was dark and he kept it short like a cop’s hair.  Vander could feel the sadness inside him.  He didn’t know much about Kane except what Jewel told him.  He never even asked about his family or past when they had went out together.  He never cared enough to ask.  Vander felt the ache in his chest realizing that he never gave Kane an inch but Kane willingly gave his all.
    Kane placed a plate and glass in front of Vander , then went back to the counter and retrieved his.  He sat down across from Vander and never looked up at him.  He started eating his food without making a sound or looking up at Vander.
    “ Say something,” Vander spoke before he realized what he wanted Kane to say. 
    Kane stopped eating , raised his eyes to look up at Vander and slowly put his fork down.  “Are you going to eat?  It is pretty good.  It’s my mom’s recipe.”  Kane smiled thinking about his mom.
    “ That is what you have to say?  Are you going to eat?”  The silence was deafening to Vander while he waited for Kane to speak, but nothing was said.  “We just kissed and I’ve never kissed a man before.  I’ve never even wanted to.  But I wanted to with you.  Plus, I can feel you and Waverly inside me, like you are there with me all the time.  Dude, I am so fucking confused.”  Vander’s eyes were sharp but uncertainty was imploring toward Kane.
    Kane swallowed then looked d own before he spoke, “It’s the mating pull, plus Waverly is an Omega, we are already connected. Let’s deal with us first.  Waverly will contact us when the time is right, we can’t open up the connection only she can.  Look, Vander, I know you have never been with a man before, but I