hoping to recognize the mother Iâd seen two days ago, when sheâd said goodbye and told me sheâd pick me up to take me to the art gallery.
Grandpapa took my arm and guided me into the hall, where the bright light made me blink. The doctor came out too and bent over so that he was looking right at me. âMy name is Doctor Maluk,â he said. He had brown eyes and brown skin. His black hair was slicked back from his face, and he had a little white tag on his coat with his name on it. âI am your motherâs doctor. Perhaps we can go over here and talk,â he said, pointing to a waiting room.
âHow old are you, Colette?â asked Dr. Maluk.
âNine years, three months and twenty days,â I said.
He smiled. He had white, even teeth that reminded me of my fatherâs. âThatâs a very good age,â he said. âI loved being nine. But I know that you might not feel that way at the moment.â
I nodded.
âYour grandfather tells me you are staying with him and your grandmother right now. How do you like that?
I shrugged.
âIt must be strange for you to meet your grandparents under these circumstances.â
âYes, sir,â I said.
âYour grandfather has told me that your grandmother is angry about what has happened to her daughter. She is having a difficult time accepting the situation.â He waited for me to speak, but I couldnât think of anything to say. All I knew was my grandmother seemed angrier at me than anyone.
âHow are you and your grandmother getting along?â
âAll right.â
My grandfather stirred in the seat beside me.
âDo you know what happened to your mother?â asked Dr. Maluk.
âShe was hit by a car,â I said.
âDo you know what a coma is?â said Dr. Maluk.
âKind of like a sleep,â I said.
âThatâs right. In your motherâs case, she is asleep because she has had a brain injury. We are waiting to see how long she will sleep. She might wake up in a few days.â
I listened closely.
âAnd then again, she might stay asleep for a longer time,â Dr. Maluk said.
âWill she be all right?â I asked.
Dr. Maluk studied me very carefully. âWe donât know, but we hope so.â
âCan I come to visit her?â
âOf course you can.â Dr. Maluk looked at my grandfather. âItâs good for the patients to hear voices and have their family with them. We donât always know how much they hear, but itâs usually most helpful. How do you feel about coming to visit, Colette?â
âI want to come every day!â I burst out. Inside, I wasnât so sure. The beeping machines and the strange expressions that flickered across my motherâs face were scary.
âAre you sure?â Dr. Maluk asked.
âI think so,â I said. Tears sprang to my eyes. âItâs just that she looks so different.â
âItâs okay to have mixed-up feelings,â Dr. Maluk said. I liked his quiet voice.
âWhy donât you start by coming a couple of times a week and see how that goes?â Dr. Maluk suggested. âWeâll take very good care of your mother, and if anything changes, youâll be one of the first people we call. And if you ever want to talk about anything, just tell your grandfather, and heâll bring you to see me.â
My grandfather stood up and shook Dr. Malukâs hand. We walked back out into the corridor and along the white hallway toward my motherâs room. Grandpapa asked me if I wanted to say goodbye. My grandmother had come back, and she glanced over her shoulder when we came in. My mother flinched as if she was having a bad dream.
Grandpapa said, âI am taking Colette back to the house, Emily.â
Grandmama nodded. âThereâs some stew in the fridge.â She got up and came to the door. âDid you talk with the doctor?â Her hair was