knife. Or a hatchet. Your uncle didnât have any.â
âSo?â The single word was so adolescent that, hearing myself speak it, I nearly cringed.
â So ,â said Becker, smiling his wintry smile, âthat means he knew the killer. He knew you . You walked right up to him, and he never knew what you were planning. Youââ
âWait a minute, wait a minute,â I said. âHow could I walk up to him with a hatchet in my hand?â
âYou hid it. Behind your back.â He shrugged his broad shoulders. âMaybe you wrapped it up in some clothes. Or maybe he was nodding off. It was late. Heâd probably put away a fair amount of booze last night.â
âIf he was nodding off,â I said, âthen anybody could have killed him.â
âThere wasnât anybody else in the apartment.â
âThere had to be.â
âHereâs what happened,â said Becker. âSomething went on between the two of you. Maybe he did do something he shouldnât have. Maybe, like Mr. Vandervalk says, he went over the line and he deserved to be punished for it. We can take that into consideration. But last night you went and you got the hatchetââ
âI didnât even know there was a hatchet.â
âIn the kitchen pantry, in the wood box. You had to know that.â
âIâve never seen the wood box. Iâve never been inside the pantry. We havenât used any wood since I got here. Itâs summertime .â My voice was reedy, and I could hear the panic crackling in it. They could hear it, too, I knew, and that shamed me.
Another thought occurred to me. âWhat about fingerprints?â I said to Becker. âYou didnât find my fingerprints in there. You couldnât have.â
âYou wiped them off,â he said. âObviously, you know about fingerprints. For a little girl, youâve had a lot of experience.â
I looked from him to Mr. Vandervalk. âBut this is crazy! I didnât kill him. I didnât kill anyone. Itâs crazy for me even to have to say that.â
Mr. Vandervalk unwrapped his arms, leaned forward, and put his hands on the table. âNow listen to me, Amanda,â he said earnestly. âWe canât help you if you wonât help yourself.â
âBut I didnât kill him!â
He smiled sadly. âSweetheart,â he said, âcome on. Do yourself a favor. All youâve got to do is tell us how it happenedâhow your uncle, you know, touched you. It upset you. Naturally it did. It frightened you. And you were all alone in the big city. You had nowhere to go, no one to talk to. Anybody in the world could understand that. So last nightââ
âBut itâs not true .â
âThisâll all be over, Amanda. We can get you out of here. Get you a nice big meal, eh? Find you a nice comfortable place to stay.â
The notion that I would betray my uncle for a ânice big mealâ was so infuriating that I threw myself back in the chair. âNo,â I said. I folded my arms, locking them across my chest. âI wonât. My uncle was a good man. He didnât do what you said. He didnât and he never would have.â
I raised my chin in a defiance that seemed feeble even to me. But it was all I had. âAnd I didnât kill him,â I said.
He looked at me for a moment. Then, shaking his head, he sighed. He turned to Becker. âTell Mrs. Hadley to take her downstairs.â
Chapter Six
The cell was perhaps seven feet by eight and it stank, like just about everything else in the building, of pine disinfectant. Overhead, a single lightbulb dimly glowed behind metal screening. The floor was bare concrete. Two of the walls were cinder block, painted a flat dull gray; the other two consisted of long black metal bars, running vertically. Along the two cinder-block walls were narrow cots, each holding a swaybacked
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