must have been like before her curse took her down a path she couldnât return from.
âWhat I pick up on are peopleâs true natures. While you may entertain violent thoughtsârevenge, retribution, even murderâthat isnât the true essence of who and what you are. I guess you could say my gift reveals the true heart of a person. Some people are inherently evil. Others are inherently good no matter if they deviate from their true nature in certain circumstances. But I have a way of seeing through a façade to the very soul of people and while our actions and words may speak differently, the soul is unchangeable. It remains constant. Some people are able to fight their true nature while others give in more readily to the darkness inside them. Even embrace it.â
Listening to her calmly explain away such an unbelievable gift as casually as someone might discuss the weather was mind-boggling to him. It wasnât as if he didnât believe or have faith in her gift. He just hadnât realized the true extent of her abilities. Heâd ignorantly assumed that it was a simple black-and-white matter where she touched something belonging to the victim and was able to trace the path back to them. Heâd never once considered that her capabilities went so much deeper and were so profoundâalmost spiritual in a sense. Because only God was supposed to know the true heart and soul of a person. Only God could judge intent.
Caleb could well understand now why sheâd led such a solitary existence. A reclusive who didnât surround herself with people. How would she ever be able to protect herself from anyone? If people knew the extent of her gift she would be in constant danger. People would kill to silence the truth about themselves. It was no wonder what little heâd been able to discover about her was sketchy at best.
Heâd once thought her selfish, back when he was frantically trying to locate her in order to save Tori. Heâd deemed her selfish for purposely disappearing from the public eye and refusing to help others desperate to recover a loved one.
God, what an ass heâd been. Now that he knew what it cost her each time she traced a line back to the victim, he couldnât imagine why sheâd done it for as long as she had.
But now that he was assured that his touch wasnât harmful to her, he carefully pulled her into his arms, watching for any sign that this wasnât something she wanted. But he met with no resistance. She melted into his embrace and even buried her face in his chest, her head tucked snugly under his chin.
Her breaths were coming in ragged spurts and her chest heaved against him. He yanked her back in a hurry, worried heâd caused her yet another anxiety attack, but what he saw filled him with more dismay than if she had been suffering one.
She was crying. Heaving, heart-wrenching, completely silent sobs. Tears rolled down her cheeks, leaving damp trails in their wake. It was as if the final barrier had come down and something so simple as him offering a comforting hug had completely unraveled her.
âIâm not even sure Iâm sane anymore. I feelâ
. . .â
âbroken,â she said around the tears that seemed to be streaming faster the more she spoke. âIâm not sure anyone can help me or if they even should . The person stalking me is a complete sociopath. He thinks nothing of killing anyone he feels is an obstacle to his end goal. Anyone Iâm around is in danger. And I canât let your sister go through hell again. Not because of me.â
âDo you forget she escaped hell because of you?â he asked softly.
She went silent, allowing his question to go unanswered, but she could hardly refute his statement of truth.
âAnd what is his end goal, Ramie? You said that he would kill anyone posing an obstacle to it.â Even though Caleb had a very good idea, he wanted confirmation
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