charity.â She scowled. âIn fact, I think Iâve made it pretty clear I want to blot your charity from the record.â
âYouâre not doing the work anymore. Thatâs it. Not going to have you limping around town because youâre trying to repay something I didnât want you to pay for in the first place.â
He was just so large, hard and imposing, looming over her, his face a whole thunderstorm. He made her feel small and vulnerable. Like she was out of control. And she hated it.
âIt isnât your decision,â she said, her voice hard. âI have some say.â
He shook his head, and she found her eyes drawn to the grim line of his mouth. She was fascinated by it. By the deep grooves around it that proved this firm, uncompromising set was the typical expression for him. She wondered what he had to be uncompromising about.
She shouldnât wonder. She shouldnât wonder any damn thing about him.
âSorry to say,â he said, not sounding sorry at all, âBut you donât.â
âI donât understand why youâre doing this,â she said, keeping her voice low. The last thing she wanted to do was draw attention to them. They probably already were drawing attention. Pathetic, scarred-up Rebecca Bear talking to the tallest, hottest guy in the room. People were probably pitying her. Or wondering if he was asking for directions.
Heat washed over her skin, leaving a prickling sensation behind. Humiliation. Anger.
âYou donât think I feel bad about this? Do you think youâre the only person who lost sleep over it?â
âWell, I know I lost sleep. Recovery is a bitch.â
âI want to fix it. I want to make it right.â
âYou can see the way that Iâm walking today, canât you? There is no making it right, Gage. Thereâs no fixing it. You canât just make it like it didnât happen. Iâm not something you can just walk into town and put back together. Iâm broken. Thatâs the beginning and end of it. And itâs my burden to bear, it isnât yours. It isnât fair. To wander around acting like youâve been shouldering some of this for the past seventeen years when you just havenât been.â
âThe hell I havenât,â he said, reaching out, wrapping his fingers around her arm and drawing her in closer to him.
His touch burned her, scorched her from the inside out. Her mind was blank, except for one thought. How long had it been since a man touched her? Anyone? She couldnât remember.
âYou canât buy me,â she said, her voice low, shaking. And she wasnât really sure if it was from rage, or because of the way he touched her. So firm and sure and completely unexpected. âYou canât throw money at this and expect it to go away.â
âHey.â Rebecca turned and saw Ace standing behind the counter right next to them, his expression hard. âIs he bothering you?â
Of course Ace knew who Gage was. Ace was his brother-in-law. She wasnât sure if anyone else in town recognized Gage West yet. And even if they did, they didnât know the connection she had with him.
She doubted Ace knew either. But then, she couldnât really be sure of what Gage had told his family, and what he hadnât.
She pulled away from Gage, taking a step back. âItâs fine,â she said. She treated Ace to a hard look that expressed her to desire to have him go away.
She didnât want him white knighting. She didnât want anyone else enmeshed in this at all.
When he was out of earshot, Gage turned to her, leaning in slightly. âIâve lived with it for the past seventeen years too,â he said. âWhether you want to listen to that or not, itâs true. Whether you think itâs fair or not, itâs true.â
âSo, it sounds like youâre a big fan of being punished for your mistakes,