item heâd decided he needed on the way in to pick up the mail.
âHave dinner with me, Mary.â The words were out before he realized heâd said his thoughts. Hurriedly, he added, âI want to discuss the book you loaned me a few weeks ago.â His reasoning made no sense, he saw her yesterday, but she was kind enough not to notice.
When she met his gaze, they both knew the talk would not be of books tonight. Every time he saw her there were things both almost said. For just an hour he wanted to visit with her, just her. Not of books or his sisters and her brother, or the town.
âWeâll walk down Main and eat by the window at the hotel, then Iâll walk you right back here. Youâll be safe, and your brother only has to look around to know where you are. I promise to have you back at your door by sundown.â
To Cooperâs surprise, Mary turned without answering and lifted her shawl from a peg.
He offered his arm. Of all the things heâd thought of telling her, the topics he had wanted to discuss, the questions he wondered about her life, Cooper did not say a word as they walked down the street.
After ordering two of the caféâs specials and coffee, they sat by the window as heâd promised, eating their meal in silence. He guessed they should be talking, but all he could think about was how good she smelled and how he enjoyed the comfort of her near. She was so different from any woman heâd ever met. She was the first female heâd ever thought of as a friend.
The sunâs dying glow lit the street as they strolled back toward the store. Cooper decided that somewhere over the past six years of living alone he must have lost all ability to communicate. Unless he counted âPass the gravyâ or âWould you like some pie?â he hadnât thought of a thing to say to her. At this rate he would stand around all day at his sistersâ big party and just stare at the eligible women from all over the county. He pictured them walking past him, gawking at him or, worse, pitying him as a fool. Picking a bride wasnât like bobbing for apples. At some point he would have to talk to the woman he planned to marry. What chance would he have if he could not even think of something to say to Mary?
âIâve never been much of a talker,â he said aloud.
âI guessed that.â She tried to hide a smile.
He rested his hand over her fingers on his arm. âYou donât mind the silence?â
As always, she was kind. âI donât mind.â
âThen, we should be great friends?â He liked the idea. Friends didnât make him exactly a ladiesâ man, but at least it was a start.
âWe are friends.â She lifted the hem of her skirt as they stepped onto the porch in front of the mercantile. âThank you for dinner.â
âYouâre welcome.â Cooper watched her unlock the store. âIf you ever need me, Mary, youâll let me know.â When she glanced back at him, he added, âThatâs what friends do. They watch out for one another.â
âI promise. And youâll do the same?â
âCross my heart.â Cooper tipped his hat and walked away.
Mary stepped inside, humming softly. Heâd done it again, she thought. Heâd made her feel like she had her own private guardian angel. Someone watching over her. Someone caring.
She started into the dark corners of the cluttered store. Unwanted memories crept out to greet her, reminding her of another time. Even the glow of the sun had disappeared that night. The store had been quite like it was now. She came down from the apartment above to retrieve a book sheâd forgotten and noticed the door standing open. Dirt blew in from the street, thickening the air. Before she could reach the lock, she heard the jingle of spurs and a moment later she was fighting for her life.
The attacker swore she asked for it as he