see now, he figure his own way to do everything. Just needed, you knowâ¦â He looked at the ceiling, searching for the right English words.
âA little encouragement.â
âYeah,â Tommy said. â Exactamente. You want a nice coffee?â
âNah, thatâs all right.â
Fat Tommy ignored Stoneyâs answer. âHey, I gotta nice Italian roast. You gonna like.â He busied himself measuring water, grinding beans, pouring cream into a little ceramic pitcher. âSo? You calla you wife yet?â
âYeah. Weâre supposed to meet at a steakhouse up by the Tap tomorrow night.â
âTappan Zee Bridge? Nicea place?â
âYeah.â
âGood. Donâa you worry, everything gonna come good.â
âI hope youâre right, Tommy, but I donât have your confidence. Donnaâs been in a pretty strange head ever since Iquit drinking. I donât get it. I donât know if sheâs got too many birds on her antenna or what.â
âListen to me,â Tommy said. âEverything different, all of a sudden. Everybody wasa worry about you. I know you stoppa to drink, stoppa to smoke ju-ju weed, sniff powders, alla that stuff you wasa do. Thatâsa nice, you make everybody happy, maybe we donâ gonna bury you so soon. But you become different guy now, you understand? Nobody understand exactly what to do with you. I wasa think, maybe you gonna find the baby Jesus, go find another line of work.â
Stoney squinted at him. âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â
Fat Tommy shrugged. âWell, Iâma ask around, you know, whatâs gonna happen. Hereâsa this guy, used to be alla time drink, get high, now heâsa go to meeting instead. âWatch out,â they tolla me. âEverything gonna change now.â I donâ know what to do. I donâ wanna be the guy, you know, make you go back. Me anâ Donna, I think we do the same lilla dance. Check, you know, peek, heâs okay? I donâ know, what heâsa do now? You hear me? You gotta have some patience. Gonna take time.â
âYeah, all right. Listen, donât be surprised if Donna calls you sometime in the next few days.â
Tommy nodded. âShe wanna talk about money.â
Stoney looked at him, surprised. âMoney? Is that what she said? She call you already?â
âNo. But I know she gonna call. Everybody donâ gonna be like you, Stoney.â
âI donât get it. What do you mean?â
Fat Tommy shook his head. âEvery year,â he said, âtax time, I make a nice report. Marty Cohen used to help me do.This year I hadda find a new guy. Anyway, nice report, show everything, almost. So much over here, so much over there, this building, that company, all that stuff. Plus, I tell you few things we donâ gonna write down, some cash over here and over there. I give to you, along with tax paper, you donâ even look. You sign the name, hand back. Am I right?â
âI suppose. But itâs been a while since you and I needed to worry about money, Tommy.â
âStoney, people donâ worry about money because they need. You go hungry in this country, you donâ try very hard. People worry about money because they wanna new house, new car, new fur coat.â
âOr because they gotta put their kids through school.â
Tommy tilted his head, looked at Stoney. âOkay, that, too. But usually, they want, they no need. But I know you donâ think about, too much, so I take care. No problem.â
âI trust you, Tommy. With my money, anyhow.â
Tommy snickered. âEverybody got his limitation. Listen to me. Donna is like a woman who wasa sleep for a long time. You understand? But now sheâsa wake up, sheâsa look around, she start to worry about everything. For so many years, she wasa just trust you, now she wanna see for herself. So donât worry, when