divulge that you heard it from me. Can you do that?â
Philomena pondered this for a moment. âYou want me to give you my oath that Iâll never let on that you told me what youâre about to?â
âIâm not going to tell you unless you give me your oath,â said Jonathan.
âI, Philomena Bligh, give you my oath.â
âThat was too easy,â said Jonathan. âLook, if I tell you, you might be enraged, and you might want to do something, and in that frame of mind you might forget, or choose to set aside your oath to me. What Iâm asking is that you do whatever you feel you have to do, but that youâre careful to ensure that I could not be your only possible source.â
âDo you want me to say that Iâve never met you?â she offered; whatever it took to make him go on.
âNo, that lie would be too easily apprehended,â said Jonathan. âWhat I mean is I need you to make it as difficult as possible for anyone to know that Iâm your source, because what Iâll tell you, if I tell you, is disputed, and denied, and so far unprovable, and Iâve been threatened by a top-top lawyer with a slander suit and jail if I repeat it verbally, and a libel charge and jail if I ever write it and pass it on. So if I tell you what I might tell you, you mustnât leave this cafe and go straight to people claiming that Iâve told you. You have to appear to have unearthed it yourself, or been told by someone other than me.â
âI swear,â confirmed Philomena. âI understand, and I swear.â
âYou can swear but you canât really understand because I havenât told you yet,â said Jonathan. He bent his head, indicating that she should bend hers, and, heads almost touching, in a lowered voice, he told her, âIâm trusting you.â
She nodded, wondering if he was actually mad and there wasnât going to be any import in what he might tell her.
âIn Danâs memory,â he added.
They were so close she could feel the heat from his head.To see his earnest eyes she had to lean away sideways and turn toward him.
âYes,â she said.
âOkay, then,â said Jonathan, sitting back a little, checking around him. âA short while later, on the tenth of November to be exact, me and Dan were in a trench lying up. It was a German trench; marvelous construction. We were advancing. Everyone was talking about how an armistice was rumored for the next day, but nothing was confirmed. Dan and I had managed to arrange things in a sort of unacknowledged way so that we knew where each other was most of the time but didnât mention it. You didnât want to get too close to anyone. Well, you did and you didnât. You wanted friends but they had a habit of dying, so you didnât want them. Heâd been hinting about the rift with his parents; he wasnât going to take over the shop, was he?â
âNo,â said Philomena, âhe didnât know what he was going to do.â
âI was lucky,â said Jonathan. âMy parents could afford to keep me in school, then I got a scholarship. Despite that I wasnât clever.â
âYou must have been.â
âNo, I worked hard, feverishly so, because of what my parents sacrificed to invest in me.â
âYouâre clever now.â
âIf I am, Iâve been trained to be,â said Jonathan. âA lot of it is learning the accent. Contrary to what they would have you believe, the way the people who run things speak is an accent,rather than the ârightâ way. This accent lends authority and gives the impression of intelligence. Anyway, from down the trench we could hear someone barking â ATTENTION .â It was a sergeant acknowledging a new officer, a captain. He looked a bit sheepish, this captain. Right uniform, right stance, but not completely at home in it.
âWeâd got used to