there. Who drove it out the last time, and how, and why it came back.â
Seen that look in her eye before. âYouâre interested,â I say.
âNot interested enough to risk my whole future. And donât tell me I did that once already. Iâve learned my lesson.â
âMm-hm,â I say. Keep the rest of my thoughts to myself. Weâre cursed, her and me. Cursed to a life full of nasty surprises. Soon as you start thinking itâs plain sailing ahead, the worst storm in the world blows up. Still, a man can hope. If not, whatâs the point of going on?
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Thought I knew Blackthorn pretty well: how sheâs feeling, whether I should stay around or leave her alone, what she needs doing. How sheâll be if one thing happens or another. Then another visitor comes to court, and I find out how wrong I am.
Weâre out beyond the walls. Blackthorn wants to gather an herb that grows down on the rocks near the sea. Little crawling plant with flat leaves, looks like itâs trying to hide in the cracks and chinks. Easy to miss. Blackthorn says she can use it in a salve for sore joints. Lots of folk ask her for that, so sheâs planning to make up a big batch. Gather it first, then soak the leaves to get the salt out, then grind them up and mix them with a lot of other things. Littlefoot, the herbâs called.
Sheâs busy gathering. Not an easy job. Has to find the stuff first, then make sure she doesnât take too much from one plant. Doesnât want to kill it. Sheâs crouched down, picking and muttering to herself. Canât quite catch the words, but I know itâs a kind of prayer, thanks for letting her take the herb and sorry at the same time. Iâve offered to help but she says no, my job is to keep an eye out for trouble. So thatâs what Iâm doing when the traveler comes in sight. Walking along the road toward the fortress with a dog at his heels, big handsome thing, shaggy gray. Fellowâs got a pack on his back, a staff in his hand, no weapons Ican catch sight of. Wearing a scholarâs robe. Looks harmless, but you never know. Dog sees us first and heads in our direction. Fellow clicks his fingers, calls it back. He gives me a nod, then catches sight of Blackthorn, whoâs on her haunches with her back to him. Traveler freezes on the spot, staring. Thatâs a surprise. Her and me, we try not to catch the eye. Iâm big, sheâs got that bright red hair, but weâre not as startling as all that.
âMan on the road,â I say, under my breath. âLooking at you.â
She straightens. Shields her eyes, gives the man a look back. I see a smile break out on his face. Looks like he knows her, and that can only be bad.
âSaorla!â he calls out. âIs it you?â
Blackthorn makes a word with her lips, only she doesnât say itâthe fellowâs name?âand then sheâs walking forward, and heâs opening his arms, and sheâs running to him before I can say watch out, be careful. They throw their arms around each other; heâs got his hand on her hair; sheâs crying. Dogâs jumping around them barking its head off. Iâm shocked. Canât think straight. This is not Blackthornâs way at all. Itâs like sheâs turned into a different woman.
For a crazy moment I wonder if itâs her husband, Cass, somehow not dead after all. Who else would she hold on to like that? Who elseâs shoulder would she cry on? Makes me feel odd, all mixed up inside. Then Iâm next to the two of them, putting a hand down for the dog to sniff, waiting for them to notice me. Blackthorn moves back but keeps hold of the fellowâs hands. Sheâs staring at him with her face all tears. Looks like she hardly believes what she sees. âBut how is it youâre here?â sheâs saying. âI thought you were dead with the
Henry James, Ann Radcliffe, J. Sheridan Le Fanu, Gertrude Atherton