make you feel better.â So I did, and it did. And eventually, when we had made considerable progress on the bread and honey, he said, âAbout happy endings. Folk like a story to finish well. Doesnât matter if thatâs true to life or not. Helps to hear about folk being content. About good folk getting what they deserve. While youâre listening you can believe, for a bit, that youâre good too. Worth a happy ending.â
I dashed away a sudden treacherous tear. âYouâre saying they do only exist in stories.â
âThing is, the storyâs like a different world. While youâre in it, anything can happen. The stupid get wise, the ugly get handsome, the poor find pots of gold, the swineherd marries the lady of the house. Only, as soon as the taleâs over, thatâs all gone. Youâre back in this world. And youâre still poor or stupid or ugly or all three, and folk like Mathuin are still getting away with murder.â
âYou knew I was thinking about him.â
âNot hard to guess.â
I wondered if Grim thought he was stupid or ugly or both, but I didnât ask him. âYou once said a person has to have hope or itâs not worth going on,â I said. âBut maybe hopeâs the same as believing in happy endings.â
âJob to do,â Grim said succinctly. âDuty. Enough to make it worth going on.â
âJustice. The same.â
âVengeance?â
âOn its own, not enough.â I would not be satisfied with an assassination. I needed to see Mathuin face up to his ill deeds publicly and pay the penalty under the law. Many folk had suffered because of him.Without justice, we would remain forever what he had made us: victims. âVengeance and justice, together.â
âFamily,â said Grim. âFor them that have got one.â
âComrades,â I suggested. âThatâs what men fight for, not for some grand cause.â
We sat quiet after that, each of us sunk in memories. Until a man-at-arms came to the door and asked, in an embarrassed mumble, if I knew how to lance a boil in an awkward place. He had a friend with him who was trying hard not to laugh. I was tempted to give him a smack.
Grim put everything back on his tray. âBetter?â he murmured.
âIâll do.â
5
Grim
F or a while weâre both on edge. Thinking Lady Geiléis might talk to the prince or Flidais, convince them Blackthornâs the one to go to Bann with her and solve her problem. Convince them she needs Blackthorn more than they do. But days pass and nobody says anything. The prince has sent for the druid, Master OisÃn. So Lady Geiléis is waiting.
Blackthorn goes to give Flidais a check-over, make sure the babyâs growing right. Looks happier when she gets back. Flidais has said sheâd never ask Blackthorn to go somewhere if she didnât want to, and nor would the prince. Just as well. If they did, Blackthorn would have to tell them the real reason she couldnât go, which is Conmael. And that storyâs not getting told. Once itâs out, folk will know who we are and where we came from. Only one step from there to Mathuin finding us. That bastard wouldnât care about me. But sure as sure, heâd try to stop Blackthorn from talking.
Once I hear what Flidais has said, Iâm happier too. Though not as happy as Iâll be when Lady Geiléis is gone. Still got that funny feeling about her, the feeling I get when I know troubleâs coming. Blackthorn says not to worry, sheâs not going to take a foolish risk by heading off to the border. Turns out she thinks a ritual wonât make things much better at Bann anyway.
âItâll take more than that,â she says. âMaster OisÃn will have to stay up there and work it all out. Talk to people. Listen to their stories. Find out what brought the creature to the tower and why itâs stayed