too much trouble.â She hesitated then, looking puzzled. âYouâre not⦠He and Hazel didnâtâ¦â And then her face cleared. âI know. Youâre Dianeâs son.â
âThatâs right.â Jakeâs voice said, Donât go there , but Doreen had had a wonderful dinner and wonderful wine and she was past picking up subtleties.
âOh, my dear, of course you are,â Doreen said. âThelma said you were at the funeral but no one believed her. But youâre the little boy Doc lost. He broke his heart over you.â
âNot so much as youâd notice,â Jake snapped, clearly wanting to move on. âI had no contact with my father from the time I was three. I heard from him only once after my mother took me back to the States, but I was a man by then andâ¦wellâ¦even then he didnât seem keen to get to know me.â
âWell, thatâs nonsense,â Glenda snapped back, as if rising to bait. She clutched her hand and winced again, but a little pain wouldnât stop her defending a man she clearly idolised. âI was postmistress in Combadeen for forty years and I can tell you that your father wrote to you every single week, from the day your mother took you away with that awful American.Big fat letters, they were, crammed with everything he could think of. He posted them every Friday. And you know what? Nearly every one of them came back, marked returned to sender. But he still kept sending them. Then about twenty years ago, he went over to the States. âIâm going to find him, Glenda,â he told me, but three months later he came back. He looked dreadfulâand he hadnât seen you. Your mother wouldnât let him near. Oh, that womanâ¦â
Glendaâs cheeks were pink with indignation, anger building and building. âNot that itâs any of my business,â she said, âbut to hear you say there was no contact⦠It makes my blood boil that your mother wouldnât let him keep in touch. But then he met Hazel. Even then, he and Hazel couldnât have children and I know he missed you every day of his life.â
There was a deathly silence round the table. Jake looked as if heâd gone into shock, Tori thought. His face was a mixture of conflicting emotions. Maybe she should reach out and touch him. Maybe she could reassure him.
Maybe she should just keep out of what was clearly not her business.
âYou said he met Hazel twenty years ago,â Jake said, tightly now, angry and disbelieving. âSurely you meant thirty. Or more.â
âOh, no, dear,â Glenda said. âThat was why they couldnât have children. Hazel was in her early forties when they met. Of course they hoped, but it didnât happen.â
âBut my mother left because of my fatherâs affair with thisâ¦Hazel.â
âNo, dear, she left because of the American. His name was Chuck or something appalling, and his automobile broke down here and he had to stay until it was mended and thenâ¦well, off he went, with your mother. And you. Your father couldnât believe it. He loved her so much. Oh, but it was never going to work. Your mother hated the life as a wifeof a country doctor. She hated the calls, the feeling of everyone knowing everyone, the community. She just hatedâ¦here.â
âAre you a doctor as well?â Finally Doreen spoke. Her eyes were alight with pleasureâand with something else.
âYes.â
âOh, my dear,â Doreen breathed. âTo think, Glenda, Docâs son coming home, and a doctor as well.â And then she looked uncertainly at her sister and then directly at Jake. âIf you really are his son, I donât suppose⦠You know, Glenda wonât go and see a doctor. She broke her wrist dragging me out of the fire. Since she left hospital she wonât go back, and I know it hurts her terribly. Do you think we could