me like a waterfall. I wanted to stop watching, but I couldnât; my eyes were glued to Aedanâs empty ones. He stared right through me without ever seeing me. SkekVar swooped down and snatched the vial in one claw, emptying it into his beak. His scabrous black skin began to stretch as his muscles bulged. He was changing, gaining everything Aedan had lost, but the difference was less for him than it had been for Aedan. To the Skeksis, what had been a Gelflingâs whole lifeblood was just the youth of a few trine. He roared with new strengthâAedanâs strength.
âBefore the Skeksis had even turned around, while they were still ogling skekTekâs diabolical machine, somehow I found the strength to make it out of the tunnel, out of skekTekâs laboratory, out of the castle. I stumbled to the nearest copse of trees at the edge of the Dark Wood, and as soon as I got there, I started weeping. I was safe.â
Rian choked over those last words, and I knew that he was thinking of Aedan. I walked over to him and leaned my crutches against the windowpane. âThere was nothing you could have done to save him.â
He pretended not to hear me. âSafe. That was my first thought when I reached the Dark Wood: my own safety. After everything that happened to Aedan, after seeing all those other Gelfling and Podlings robbed of essence, all I could feel was relief that it wasnât me. No selflessness, no heroism. Just a Gelfling child with a sharp stick trying to save his own skin.â
I didnât have an answer for that. If even a warrior like Rian couldnât be a hero, I knew there was no hope for a cripple like me. We stood there in silence, staring out at the darkness and hating ourselves.
âI should have died with the rest of them,â said Rian. âI should have died trying to save Aedan.â
âAnd if you had died,â said Alethi from the hearth, âwhat would that have changed? Nothing. By bringing everything youâve learned back to the clan, youâre honoring the ones who died. Aedan would have wanted you to stay alive, to spread the truth.â
Rian spun to face her, his temper sparked. âYou think Aedan would have wanted me to be a coward?â
âYouâre the bravest Gelfling I know.â Alethi walked to him and put a hand on his shoulder. âBut bravery without wisdom is just dressed-up pride. Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is stay alive to fight another day.â
âI will fight,â said Rian firmly. âIf nothing else, I promise you that.â
âYou wonât fight alone. Iâll do everything in my power to help you.â Alethi gazed into his eyes so deeply that I again felt jealousy growl inside of me.
âAnd so will I, of course,â I interrupted. âI would beat down the Castle of the Crystal with my crutches if I could. But weâre not strong enough. The Skeksis are twice our size, and they have weapons we donât even understand. Thereâs no way we can defeat them.â
âYouâre right, Kaelan,â Rian agreed. âWe canât defeat them, not alone. Even if we had the whole Harath clan with us, we would be no match for the Skeksis. But if we could unite all seven of the Gelfling clansâif we could bring all of Thra together to fightâthen maybe we would have a chance.â
âBut the clans havenât been united for almost a hundred trine,â Alethi said, frowning. âMy father told me that all the clans used to gather for a festival every trine while the matriarchs of each clan held council with the queen. Over time, the rivalries between them became so fierce that they chose to stop gathering in order to preserve harmony. Now the clans live as peaceful strangers, indifferent to one another. We trade with each other, and the matriarchs still submit to the queenâs authority, but weâre not the unified race we used to be. We
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