youâll want . . . I mean, youâll be newlyweds. You might want to run around the house wearing nothing but aââ
âNell Fitzgerald, donât you finish that sentence. I am still your grandmother.â
âI just donât want to be in your way.â
She let go of the bags. âYou could never be in my way. Or Oliverâs. Iâve treasured every moment since you came to live with me.â
âReally. Even last month when I ate the muffins you were planning to give to the church bake sale?â
She smiled. âGood point. Pack your bags and get out.â She hastily put her purchases behind the checkout counter when a customer walked into the shop. âItâs not like youâre at the house much anyway. What time you donât spend here, or at class, youâre at Jesseâs.â She sighed. âPoor soul. Any word on his friend?â
âNothing new since yesterday. That I know of.â
âThat man . . .â
âRoger.â
âYes. He took such a long drive up here, only to go straight to Jesseâs and get killed.â
âHe didnât go straight to Jesseâs. He stopped at Jitters for tea.â
Eleanor looked puzzled. âI thought he was desperate to tell Jesse something.â
I felt myself blush. I had been so busy blaming myself for keeping Roger from talking to Jesse I hadnât put any thought into his visit to Jitters. But now it nagged at me. âWhy didnât he go to Jesseâs right away?â I wondered. âThe police station is just down the street, and Jesseâs house only a five-minute walk. Why stop for a snack?â
âAnd if he stopped there,â Eleanor continued the thought, âwhere else did he go before he found his way to Jesseâs house?â
My grandmother was the most reluctant member of our unofficial, and barely tolerated, investigative unit of the Archers Rest Police Department. But she was quickly becoming one of the best. She wasnât interested in credit reports, like Carrie, or good at Internet searches and combing through old documents, like Natalie and Maggie, but she knew people.
âWe need to know more about Lizzie,â I said. âI need you to ask Jesseâs momââ
âI thought weâd been through this. Thereâs no point in going back.â
âBut this whole case is about the past. Roger came up here for Jesse. Why? Itâs probably because of something that happened while they were on the force together, an old case, or another detective. But if itâs not about the police force, itâs got to do with the time they all lived in New York City. And that means Lizzie.â
âNell, dear, I know how you like to help, and I know that a few times Jesse has even appreciated that help. But maybe this is the case you leave alone. Whatever it is, maybe it would be better for Jesse, better for both of you, if you stayed out of it.â
I took a deep breath and considered what I knew was good advice. âIt would,â I finally answered, âand youâre right, maybe I should. But if Jesseâs in danger, and too sad or too stubborn to face that, I canât just sit by and do nothing.â
âAnd youâre willing to live with what you find out?â
âAs long as Jesseâs alive and safe, Iâll live with whatever happens.â
Eleanor nodded. âOkay then. At least we know that whatever we find, it wonât change how you feel about each other.â
She sounded sure. But for a brief moment I wondered if she was right.
C HAPTER 12
S usanne, Natalieâs mother and an award-winning quilter, had sewn all the blocks of Eleanorâs wedding quilt together into a queen-size top. In order to see it, the rest of the groupâBernie, Natalie, Maggie, and Iâhad taken over the back table at Jitters. Carrie handed over the cash register to Rich, her favorite