me.â
âNo, she was just acting up. Just being cute. Just seeing how much she could get away withâshe and George Hessler. And Iâm sure as hell George had something to do with it. Must have. She let him do it because she thinks heâs cute.â
Marylou Chin laughs softly. âWell, he is pretty good-looking,â she says. âBut after all.â
âNo,â he says, âsheâs always been like this, Iâm afraid, Mâlou. As long as Iâve known her. Which of course is all my life.â
âWhat about when your father was alive? Was she the same way with him?â
He frowns. âThat was a little different. They were more like a working partnership. In business together. Dad was a smoothie, Mother was the toughie. When heads needed to get banged together, that was Motherâs job. They came to Dad to apply the Band-Aids. That was what he did best, smoothing over the hurt feelings Mother left in her wake.â
âPoor Eric,â she says again. âIt just hurts me so to see what sheâs doing to you!â
âA working partnership, thatâs what that marriage was. You know, sometimes Iâve tried to imagine my mother and my father fucking, and I just canât. I just canât picture the two of themâyou know, making love. Fucking. And yet they must have, two or three times at least.â
They sit in silence for a while, and very slowly Marylou Chin stubs out her cigarette. âWell, I know what I think you ought to do,â she says finally.
âWhatâs that?â
âConfront her. Tell her exactly what you think. Itâs wrong for you to keep your thoughts and feelings bottled up like this. I think you should go to her and tell her that you donât intend to take this kind of treatment anymore. Give her an ultimatum.â
âHa,â he says. âWhat good would that do? Sheâd just say, âFine, get out.â And then whereâd I be? Out on the street, without a job.â
âBut sheâd be a foolâan absolute foolâto let you go!â
âBut donât forget, I know her, Mâlou. I know her much better than you do, and Iâve known her much longer. I know her, I tell you.â
âWell, even if she were foolish enough to let you goâwhy, there are dozens of companies that would be just dying to snap you up, all over town!â
âYou donât understand,â he says. âThis is my career. Iâm nearly forty years old, and Iâve worked for this company for half my life. Iâve made this company my career. Even summers, home from college, I was out there with the braceros, picking grapes, getting paid by the box lot, working for Baronet. Itâs the only job Iâve ever had.â
âBut there are plenty of otherââ
âIf she were mad enough, and she might well be, she could see to it that no other winery in California would hire meâever. She has that kind of power, Mâlou. Iâve seen her use it.â
âItâsâinhuman, is what it is!â
âThatâs my mother. No, Iâm afraid that isnât the solution.â
âBut even without a job, youâd haveââ
âMoney, you mean?â
She hesitates, biting her lower lip. She is skating on thin ice here. As his secretary, she manages his personal checkbook, makes periodic deposits and withdrawals for him. But of his overall financial picture she knows little, and she is, after all, only his secretary. She decides to make light of things. âWell,â she says easily, âthe newspapers always include you in the list of San Franciscoâs wealthiest men.â
âA regular Gordon Getty, eh?â
âNo, I simply mean thatâconsidering who you are, with your talent and brainsâyou could do anything you wanted in this city.â
âYeah.â He is frowning now, looking not at her, but