stressful. Through it all he was haunted by Brittâs sad, dark eyes.
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B RITT MET WITH M ONA AFTER lunch. Her firm was located in an old house off Congress Avenue that had beenconverted into offices. It was pleasant, with lots of green plants and homey touches like candles and fluffy pillows.
Britt sat in a comfy chair gripping a pillow printed with bright red flowers.
âAre you sure you want to quit your job?â Mona was seated at her white French provincial desk.
âIâve been dissatisfied for months with being away from Dillon. I should have quit long ago, and today might not have happened.â
Mona pushed back her blond hair with a weary hand. âI donât think so. I got the feeling Mr. Wallis and Mr. Ross had all sorts of ammunition to fire at us. The judge had already made up her mind, though, which is a little suspicious to me.â She touched legal papers on her desk. âIâm drafting an appeal and thinking about filing a complaint against Judge Norcutt. A womanâs job shouldnât matter. Her mothering capabilities should. The judge didnât want to hear anything I had to say.â
Mona was a fighter and Britt liked that about her. âHow long will an appeal take?â
âToo long, so I suppose quitting your job is the best solution. But it bugs the crap out of me that we have to cave in to the judgeâs antiquated ideas.â
âI just want my baby.â Britt stood. âIâm flying to New York in the morning to do the necessary paperwork. Iâll start job hunting when I get back. You have my cell number if you need to contact me.â
âHang in there, Britt.â
âIâm trying.â
As Britt was leaving the office, her mother called.
âI finally found Mama,â Carin said.
âWhere was she?â Britt walked out the door to her car.
âAt Enzoâs. Evidently, he called early this morning andsaid he was sick. Strange I didnât hear the phone. Anyway, she took him chicken soup and said she might stay the night.â
âWhy didnât she tell you?â
âShe insisted she left a note, but I canât find it.â
âMom, this sounds strange.â Britt slid into her car.
âI know. I promised Vera Iâd sit with her mother today so she could have a day off, but I plan to pick up Mama later. She canât spend the night. Itâs not allowed.â
Brittâs mom was always there for everyone. Vera was a neighbor whose mother had had a stroke, and Carin helped out when she could. When Britt was growing up, Carin had been a stay-at-home mom and a homemaker, and she still was. Her husbandâs death had shaken them all, and Britt thought getting a job might help Carin. Instead, she continued to help others. And she didnât need to work. Ten years ago her husbandâs car had been hit by an eighteen wheeler whose brakes had malfunctioned. The company made a large financial settlement, enabling Britt to go to college and Carin to take care of Onnie and anyone else who needed it. Her mother was very frugal, making the money last. How Britt wished she had been more like her momâbeing there for her child. She pushed the thought away, resolving to be there from now on.
Backing out of the parking lot, she asked, âDo you want me to check on them?â
âNo, you have enough to deal with.â
âI have an early flight so Iâll talk to you when I get back.â
âOkay, baby, and try not to worry.â
That was almost impossible, Britt decided as she drove home. Inside the apartment she picked up a few of Dillonâs toys, holding them to her chest for a moment before puttingthem away. Her heart ached and tears werenât far off. And it was only the first day. How was she going to survive four months without her baby?
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A FTER LOSING A LOT OF THE morning dealing with the Rutherford case, Quinn was working late. Deidre wanted to