desperate to bag himself a rich American husband. And now Devon had to contend with sympathetic looks from the rest of the table, who seemed to think he should be deeply shamed by Markâs apparent rejection.
As soon as he could, he made his excuses and went in search of the bathroom. Taking a wrong turn, he found himself in a large sitting room where glass doors led out onto a balcony. The doors were open, the curtains billowing into the room in the breeze. Crossing the room, Devon stepped out onto the balcony, marvelling at the view from the high vantage point.
âYouâll freeze to death out here,â Mark Walker said, making Devon jump as he stepped out of the shadows. âYou should have brought your coat.â
âUnexpected detour.â Devon smiled. âI was looking for the bathroom.â
âThereâs four of them in there somewhere. Iâm sure youâll find one eventually.â
âFour? Who on earth needs four bathrooms?â
âActually, my place has five,â Mark admitted. âBut keep it to yourself. Donât want anyone thinking Iâm big-headed.â
âOr that you have a big ass,â Devon quipped inanely, and was rewarded with a broad smile. He cocked his head to one side and regarded Mark sombrely. âSo, what are you doing out here? I hope you donât feel you have to hide from me.â
âNot you. The rest of them, maybe. I know they mean well, but....â
âBut you donât need fixing up with a blind date any more than I do.â
âYeah. Look, Iâm sorry if I was rude in there. Itâs not because of you.â
âItâs fine. You werenât rude.â
Mark sighed and took a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He offered the pack and Devon shook his head. Mark lit one for himself and inhaled deeply. âSo whatâs your story? Youâre an attractive, intelligent man. I donât get why anyone would have to fix you up.â
âI donât know.â Devon shivered, thinking Mark was right about needing a coat. He wrapped his arms around his body and stared out across the park. âMy guess is, my current love interest is deemed unsuitable for a man of my age and stature. Maybe they think youâre a better option.â
âUnsuitable in what way?â
âHeâs nineteen. Or, rather, he will be tomorrow. He has an unstable background and no money. Hardly the catch of the century.â
âAre you for real?â Mark arched an eyebrow and Devon sensed his words had annoyed him, although he couldnât imagine how.
âHave I said something wrong?â
âNo, itâs just....â Mark frowned. âI thought maybe someone told you.â
âAbout what?â
âAbout me. Sorry, but what you said... that was me eighteen years ago. Iâd dropped out of college, couldnât hold down a job, my old man kicked me out. I didnât care. If I wasnât there at least it meant he couldnât kick the shit out me when he was drunk. I was eighteen, drinking too much, and screwing anything with a pulse. I thought my life was already over. Then I met Johnny. He was beautiful, smart, and loaded. He was also forty-five. Everyone thought he was crazy hooking up with a loser like me, but we loved each other.â
âDid it work out?â Devon asked, wanting Mark to offer him a little bit of hope.
âHe saved me,â Mark replied. âHe turned my life around. Made me the man I am today. Johnny forced me to get an education and work for the things I wanted in life. So, yes, it worked. It worked for eighteen years.â
âWhat happened?â
âHe got cancer. He was dead within a month of being diagnosed.â
âOh, Mark, Iâm so sorry.â
âDonât be. They were the best years of my life. We were happy.â Mark tossed his cigarette butt to the floor and ground it out beneath the heel of his shoe.
Karen Duvall Ann Aguirre Julie Kagawa