Maybe, like me, he knows just how much we need it.
The minutes tick away as I listen to the steady thump of his heart beneath my ear. I should get up, take a shower, let him breathe. But heâs still inside me, still hard, and I find myself unable to break this most tangible connection between us.
Eventually, though, he says, âTell me about Shelby.â
I donât ask how he knows her nameâsometimes I think he knows everything. Or at least is powerful enough to get whatever information he wants or needs with a flick of his metaphorical magic wand.
âI donât know much,â I answer, lifting my head to look at him.
âTell me what you do know.â He presses my head back to his chest and wraps his other arm around my waist so that Iâm anchored to him. So that I canât move away. Not that I have any plans to try.
I tell him what Nate told me and what Lilyâs tarot cards said. He listens in silence, interrupting only to ask pertinent questionsâmany of which I donât know the answers to. When Iâve finished relating what I know, he doesnât speak for the longest time.
I do squirm away now, the anxious feeling building inside me again as I think about Shelby, scared and alone. I can feel my mind drifting, can feel it trying to connect back to her again. Itâs the first time Iâve ever had a conscious awareness of my magic taking controlâusually it just grabs me by the throat and drags me wherever it wants me to goâand I wonder if Iâm finally getting a grip on it. Or if the control is simply because Iâm so close to Declan, whose command of Heka is no less than terrifying.
Whatever it is, Iâm grateful. I know that I canât leave Shelby there alone, suffering, if thereâs any way that I can help her.
Declan doesnât protest when I scramble off him, just follows my progress across the room with watchful eyes. I grab my sleep shirt and tug it over my head, then go into the bathroom to clean up. If Iâm going to try to connect with Shelby, or whatever the hell I did earlier, Iâm not going to do it all sex-mussed and naked.
When I come back into the bedroom a couple of minutes later, Declan is sitting, cross-legged and nude, in the middle of my bed. For a second I canât do anything but stare. Heâs so damn gorgeous that it freezes me in place, and even though Iâm completely satiated, I feel a familiar heat start low in my abdomen.
He smiles at me and raises an eyebrow in a wicked invitation I have absolutely no intention of accepting. And just to make that clearâto Declan and myselfâI grab a pair of old and very unattractive sweatpants out of my oh-so-comfortable-but-never-to-be-worn-in-public drawer. Only after Iâve yanked them up my legs and into place do I dare to settle myself on the bed.
Amusement flashes into Declanâs eyesâmaking him look a million times youngerâbut it disappears so quickly that I barely have a chance to process it. Unfortunately, itâs not the only thing to disappear. Seconds later, I watch in astonishment as my pants melt right off my legs and into nothingness.
âAre you freaking kidding me?â I yelp.
He just shrugs. âI like your legs.â Then he leans over, trails a finger up my calf, over my knee and around to my upper thigh. He plays with me for a second, rubbing up and down my sex before circling my clit a few times.
I press into his hand despite my best intentions, let my knees fall wide. He smiles in delight and now that heâs proven his pointâthat he can make me want him with almost no effort at allâI think heâll take his hand away. But he doesnât. Instead he increases the pressure until Iâm gasping, stroking and circling until he sends me straight over the edge into another orgasm.
Iâm still trembling when he pulls me into his arms, brushes soft kisses over my hair and forehead.
Kevin J. Anderson, Rebecca Moesta, June Scobee Rodgers